life is full of happiness and sadness

Langkawi Trip

2010-02-22T12:27:00.010+08:00

Brand New Me.!

2010-01-30T23:29:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year is coming..2 more weeks to go from now..
this year everyone like don't have the new year mood..me myself too..i din get myself lots of clothes as i guess new year is nothing to me now accept of getting red packet from the older ones..haha..
but new year is always a big day..this year i got myself a new hair look..not so much of transformation but i would say i never did that before..and that is the first time..
I'm satisfy with it..haha..i love my hair now..but i think i will hate my hair after a one month or a few..
so its new me for new year..haha..

KL trip with my buddies..

2010-01-05T13:35:00.017+08:00

Genting and KL trip with my buddies month ago..
on the 14th Dec 2009 to 17th Dec 2009
a littlwbit late to post all the pics up as this pics are all mine and i haven got the rest from them yet.
here's the pics:all are mixed up..

things that i bought there:

T's for B
A packet of treats for jess and my pencil box.

belt for mum

tops for me 1

pants

bag.

pictures from my hp.:

photos from camera.

gold man in kl

the hotel where we stay.

movie day..

2009-12-10T20:56:00.002+08:00

yesterday night we went for a movie.Twilight-new moon..
that was our first time sitting in premier class..
our movie starts at 10pm and we reach there sharp at 10pm too..
by the time we bought our drinks..it was already 10.10pm..
we walked in from the entrance and we looked into the cinema room..
there is no one in there and we thought that we went into the wrong room..
we walk down a bit and there is no more room..so we are sure that that's the room we are going to watch our movie..
we sat there till the movie is bout to start another 4 people came in (one family)..
aiya..lazy to describe d..
so in short, there were 6 people to watch the whole movie..
that was so unexpected..
by the way..the movie is kinda bored..and maybe we did not watch the first episode so we did not know what the story line is talking bout..
but we do enjoy the sit in premier class..haha..

ppk-ed

2009-10-30T00:10:00.003+08:00

today's life went boring as usual..
where i have to stay at home..
suppose to went out with my exclassmates and current classmates but then suddenly ppk-ed them..
haha..sorry..
they celebrating Steven birthday and Da kai be-earlied birthday..
i wanted to go so badly..but then due to some tachnical problem..

that is:
1. i got no more cash (due to spending to much)
2. not in the mood to go (i also dont know why but my mind keep ask me to go)
3. some of the things happen this morning that i pull my mood down..and i scared seeing her..(if she go then i sure die)
4. i dint tell B that im going for stimboat and although B din't say anything and he say he sure will let me go but i know that he got a little bit beh song.. (that was due to yeasterday i din even accumpany him for the whole day and just went out)

actually i wanted to go d wan at 8.30pm..wanna give u all suprise as i told u all that i'll not be going..
but suddenly B came over to find me so.....ended up not going over to find u all

hmm..i really wanna go..but hai i also dont know how to express my feeling..
sorry guys..mayb will go out next time..to some other places other then going out to eat eat eat and eat..
u all sure enjoy yourselves la..i know wan..

p/s: Da kai i will remember what u said just now when u called me.. (outings next time or ...)

back to school

2009-10-07T00:36:00.003+08:00

college reopen again..its sem 2 now..
have to brush up everything and get even more hardworking..
i do wanna graduate..
this sem's time table sucks..

monday: 9-10am
tuesday: 2.30-4.30pm
wednesday: 9-12pm
thursday: 9-5pm
friday:1-3pm

they are wasting my time..
no point..hai..hope that the lecturer will change the time for us..
at least i dont have to go to class on monday..

Random 1

2009-10-01T23:17:00.007+08:00

its a working day today.
got to work in the morning at 10.30am.
the whole atrium was full of people setting up on their own stall..
i was walking slowly towards my stall and open it..
when i finished opening went over to have a look at Karen stall and there is still no one there yet..
so i open for them..later found out that Karen herself forgot to come and open her own stall..
so bout 12pm wan ling came..i set all my things..
Shirley came after that..treat me lunch and bla...bla..bla....
lazy so continue....heee..
got a free 'hand art' for free from nail haven..
this is it:

sean ling and me 1

sean ling and me 2

sean ling-wan ling-me

sean ling and me 3

wan ling's

mine

the other day when i have nothing better to do..went over to Karen's stall to try on the hat..

the day before:

got the clothes that i bought it online..

wan ling , moon and me bought the same dress but different colour..

i choose black with pink flower..

moon got this but i give it a try..came out i guess not bad..i love i too..

but B say its too low..he give me a BiG NO on wearing this dress

woking day

2009-09-12T00:14:00.004+08:00

Today is a working day again after i have break for so long..bout one week..
i become so lazy when it comes to work.but i want some income so i have to go to work to get it..
work in the morning shift today till 8pm..
surprisingly i took a bus to work today..
haha cant believe it..!i really took a bus to work..haha..
met Moon in Jelutong maybank there then i followed her to take the bus to work..
when i wanted to get in the bus i only know that the bus fare has rises..from RM1 to RM1.40 now..
its been such a long time since i last took a bus to anywhere..
from jelutong to komtar - RM1.40
from komtar to 1-stop - RM1.40
after that we walk all over to Gurney..
spend quite a lot today..mainly eat..

bus fare - RM2.80
breakfast (milo) - RM1.60
lunch - RM5 (very expensive lar the economy rice)
dinner - RM4
total - RM13.40

i know that is not that much but then i seldom spend that much on food when i am working..hmmm..
but working with them is such a great fun..
they spend more then me each day..haha..

blog again other day..

got to go to sleep.~nights~~~

Birthday People.~

2009-09-02T22:01:00.022+08:00

29th August

Kelly's birthday..

sl rent a hotel and invited all of us there..

we celebrated for kelly and sl..

the pics.:

kelly

natalie

nicole

suling

may kwoon

the blogger

perfect shot by sl.

the test shot only mk jump and we post

28th August

working day..

it was cheng yih and suling birthday

lay yan cheng yih and gab came over to gurney to find me..

asked from shirley for half and hour break for celebrating cheng yih birthday..

went over to mcd to meet them have some short talk and sang birthday song for him..

after that they follow me back to my work place and have take some pic off they went..
pics for the day..~

birthday boy

pics are a little bit not in order..sorry for that\

day out..

2009-08-30T00:56:00.003+08:00

just came back home not long ago..
went out with all my besties..
today we celebrated 2 of my girlfriends birthday..
so hope u all enjoy tour day today although there is nothing special..
bought new top again..

normal price RM98

60% discout = RM39.20

worth it or not?

will blog bout the birthday people i celebrate with on 28th and 29th as long i get all the picutes..

outing with boss

2009-08-27T01:10:00.003+08:00

one hour ago i just came back..
went out with all the wayn stuff..
genie and shirley-wayn boss (another boss did not go-kelvin)
ai mei, elaine, sean ling and me - wayn stuff
8 something shirley came to my house to fetch me and then go and fetch sean ling and off we go..
went to Golden Steamboat to have steamboat ..
eat till half way it rain and we move inside and continue eating..
after eating planned to go home d but then we still in the mood enjoyable mood..
so we went to E-gate 3G to drink (another alcoholic day) sambil chit chat..
we really got bored of Genie cos she talk bout work everytime..
but then overall it was quite a fun night..cos we laugh a lot..
no pictures again cos its all in Genie camera..need to ask Shirley go and get from her..

by the way thanks to Shirley for treating us eat and drink as well

maybe next time will be our (stuff) turn

...

2009-08-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i thought that working is better to stay at home doing nothing..
if i work i can earn pocket money and i can buy whatever i want to..
although dad will give me pocket money if i did not work but only i asked from him he will give me..
why dont depand on myself better than ask from him everytime where he also cant gave me a lot..
anyway working in Gurney is always better than working in other places..
today lots of people came over to 'visit' me while i am working..
first was yee sean and her brothers then suling then nat and nelson then kean seng and steven thennicole and calvin..
had lot of fun laughing with my work friends too today..
we make lots of funny stuff by giving ourself nick name..
ke nui (egg) - wan ling cos she likes to eat egg a lot
ah hua ( flower) - applelyn cos her bf name is ah land (ah land and ah hua so is lian hua)
banana - hooi ling cos she is skinny
durian - elaine cos her hair is so 'pong'
darling/dear/papaya - cos they dont know what name to call me..haha..
darling/dear is what elaine always call me and papaya is what 'egg' call me i also dont know why she call me papaya.
really siao d all..heres the pics..

yifen with the super big spec
me with the super big spec

yo..yo..yo me and elaine

me 1

elaine

me 2

both of us again

going to a big war in two weeks time need to get ready first before going to the war..

good luck wendy.!

Fun weekend.~

2009-08-23T23:49:00.004+08:00

Saturday:
it was a holiday for me since i don't have to go to college and don't need to work as well..
do got a plan before sat that going out with sis..
we plan to go Queensbay since we haven been there for ages..
so in the morning (i guess) i called big sis and asked her if she wants to join us or not..
at first she say ok after i got ready and wanted to go and fetch them (2nd sis , first sis and yifen) suddenly 1st sis called and said that she need to go and search for furniture and make some reservation for her new house..so she did not follow us..
at last left 3 of us and we cancel our our destination to Queensbay and went to Gurney instead..

the first thing we reach there we search for food to eat cos we were every hungry..we had a late lunch in chopper board..
after lunch planned to walk around only..
but then after we saw Hang Ten on sale..50% storewide..
we quickly walked in and have a look..
saw many tees on 50%..since its cheap planed to buy t-shirt for B
total spend for 3 of us Rm250++
i bought 1 polo T ans 1 T-shirt for B and a singlet for myself..
our shopping mood started..so went to lots of shops in and out we go..
but then did not buy anything d cos out of cash..did not bring lot of cash there cos we din plan to shop that day..
last shop we went in was Padini..i show two of them that the clothes that i like and wanted to get it..
then 2nd sis was like why dont u try and see weather it suits u or not..then yifen also got interested..
both of us try the same clothes..

at night went Soi 2 again..
this time i did not known as the underage girl but then B instead..haha..
then we were a little bored so we went over to Mois to find the other group..B got block again..
we were like in and out of Soi and Mois like dont know how many times..
but we did had lots of fun..

yi fen with her dress/top on

me with the dress/top on

me again
her with the pink colour one

me again**

back from club 1

back from club 2

Sunday:

woke up quite late cos sleep late the other night..

mum told me that she need me to fetch her to grandma house to get uncle's bike back cos she need to use her bike..so uncle bike can let me use..

so since its raining i promise her to fetch her there..so got bath and wait for her to get done with her ironing and bath then off we go..

when i am in grandma house B called and told me that he is going to Batu Feringgi and when he wants to come down he will call me and i will go back to my house and fetch him.

after fetching him we went to Gurney again to had BBQ Chicken as out dinner with 3 of his friends..

after dinner he said that wants to walk fo a while his friend went back early..

so we walked around and i told him that i wanna buy that dress/top from Padini..i ask him to bought it for me and he agree..haha happy me..save RM79

straight away went in and ask the salesgirl to get it for me..the salesgirl ask for the member card and i said i dont have it..then i ask her back izzit u have any discount if i got the member card..she said yes..so i asked her to reserve for me then i go get the member card from sis tomorrow..

I'm 100% sure will get the top..love to top very much..thanks B

B and i 1

B and i 2

hearts Break

2009-08-20T00:55:00.002+08:00

convo with Nicole

nicole says:
again ma????
aiyo....
dun sad...
wendy says:
what?
nicole says:
his friends r more important
hmm..
u go to de open ceremony??
wendy says:
get use to it liao la..
really cheng sim d..
no la..
nicole says:
aiyo..
dun depend on him so much...
u go ur way..
he go his way..
hmm..
wendy says:
i din depand on him also d..
nicole says:
say only la..
myself also cant
wendy says:
i get use to be on my own liao ok
nicole says:
good..
wendy says:
he sometimes also forget me d wan la..
nicole says:
den u ma wont care him dee ma.
forget??
whole day din contact u?
wendy says:
i also dont know la..
the whole day din call me wait till i call him
nicole says:
wah...
not even sms ar?
wendy says:
no
nothing at all.
ho liao leh..
calvin also din do like that right
nicole says:
no....
at least got msg me few la..
few only u noe
wendy says:
few better than none
mine is none
then if i din call him at all the whole day at night he sure call and ask why i din call him..
nicole says:
walau...
u must call him la...
hami lai...
wendy says:
why should i call him when he din even call me
nicole says:
yes lo...
he very busy mer?
wendy says:
i dont know la..
he say he is busy..
but i dont know what is he doing also.
nicole says:
he working kua
wendy says:
i dont know la..
i dont wanna know also..
sometimes i fell so boh kam buan
nicole says:
y le??
he not got others la...
aiyo....
wendy says:
i dont know la
nicole says:
u can let him go mer?
wendy says:
i dont know how to express my feeling when i am soppose to.
i dont know how to tell him how i feel
i wanna tell him lots of things that i dotn like about
nicole says:
jz coz of his friends n u only??
hmm....
wendy says:
and i wanna tell him how hurt am i but i dont know how to tell..
nicole says:
jz tell le..
by using sms...
wendy says:
got other things..
nicole says:
but face to face is better
wendy says:
a lot of things la..
sms i also dont know how to start le..
u ask me how to tell face to face le??
when i wan so start talk to him always sure got something on wan..
nicole says:
jz tell him u got thing to tell..
hope he can listen well tis time...
from so long den bla blabla
wendy says:
i ko si dont know how to start ma..
somtime i sit down and think
i blame myself bout why ppl gf can stand her bf go out with his friends and leave his gf..
but i cant..
nicole says:
blame urself??
siao mer?
aiyo...
wendy says:
i blame myself lots of things..
i dont know how to do lor..
nicole says:
he totally din accompany u mer?
wendy says:
for me i think is he din accumpany me at all lo..
but i think he thinks that he accumpany a lot d lo..
he got come to my house..
just a while and wait for time to cum
nicole says:
den??
wendy says:
when its time he will go out d..and say that its time for him to go and *******
nicole says:
u cant expect he accompany everyday
wendy says:
everytime he come to my house not more than 30 minutes..
nicole says:
go ur house jo mi???
y dunwan go out le?
huh?
wendy says:
is that call accumpany?
nicole says:
kowubo??
no
wendy says:
i bo expect him to come and find me everyday
but then if he cum and find me at least he talk to me or what ma..
not just sit there or even sleep there
or when his friend called him he will straight say to me that his friend call him out d..
wanna go d..
nicole says:
kanneh...
wendy says:
then when i am angry he will say i alwaays angry just becos of small small things
nicole says:
y dunwan go out le???
wendy says:
what should i say bout that?
nicole says:
shit....
wendy says:
why dont wanna go out??cos he say he very sien d..
like just now i say lets go night market..
nicole says:
ignore him for a time 1st
wendy says:
u know what he say??
he say everytime go night market also the same wan la also buy eat only..
nothing wan..
dotn wanna go la..
some more say that chicken is waitting for him..
to go to keat opening ceremony..
nicole says:
aiyo..
wendy says:
then i say late a bit go can die meh?
nicole says:
den he din ask u to follow him mer?
wendy says:
he samore say cannot his chicken 11.30 wanna go home d..
then now who is more important
no at all..
nicole says:
kau sai..
den u din say u wan follow mer?
den even u go out he dunnoe also eh la is it??
u should go out...
he always can go out..
why u cant??
den he only will kin cheong...

hearts break***

tears drop~**

unforgettable day-part ii

2009-08-17T21:14:00.004+08:00

Today Jeffery came to my college to do some of his promotion..
actually not really interested to him la..
but then Yee Sean said that she wanna ask him and see that if he would be able to be out judge for out coming Talent Night that will be held next Sem..
so i followed her to the music room to look for his manager..
saw him walking out of the room..he saw us and he is not lansi at all..before we say hi to him he wave at us and say hi to us first..
straight away intro ourselves and tell the manager what we want and bla..bla..blaa...lazy to explain..
by the way i know that some of u sure dont know who is he..haha..
he is the 8tv 8-style host (Jeffery)
watch him every Sunday 1pm o 8tv.!

he being interview-ed by the music society people

jeffery and i

(8 style host)

from 8tv

2009-08-13T18:00:00.004+08:00

yesterday morning:
was doing some revision before going to college for my Business Management test.

took this pic when jess sit on my study table while i am reading..

last to days:

while working and have nothing better to do..

took Sean pic through the mirror

last sunday:

bought this broadband which is so damn expensive.

RM98 for line

RM120 for the modem

all together RM218

last Sunday also:

woke up early in the morning planed to go hiking with B and his friend.

mana tau his friend cant wake up.ended up eating dim sum for breakfast and went to his house

one week back:

while i am so damn freaking bored..

waiting for 7pm going to fetch Jess from grooming.

guess how would she be after her hair cut..??

Unforgetable day..

2009-08-05T23:21:00.003+08:00

It was an unforgetable day for me yesterday..
guess who i saw when i was working..?
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and yes it was Moses Chan Ho..
at first i did not see him walk pass me..
i was talking on the phone with Elaine
then Sean told me that its Moses Chan..
i was like who's that..?
suddenly forgot who is him..
so she drag me to British India to see who is that..
i saw him in British India choosing cloths ..
then the shop people started to take picture with him.
Sean and i were like want to take but we dont dare..
then his mum (moses mother) said "fai tit hoi yeng siong la.."
then we both quickly step forward and took pic with him..
haha..unexpected things happen when u don't expect that u will see a famous people walking in a shopping mall with no body guards..
by the way he went there with his family..!saw his whole family..!haha..
and he is staying in G-Hotel..
look out maybe he haven go back to Hong Kong yet..!

Club night..

2009-07-19T11:43:00.002+08:00

last night after work he came to fetch me.
after that we went to eat western food.
later at night go club with all of his friends..
we went to Soi 11 at UPR..
first time going into the club and got to check my IC..lol..
B also have to..haha..
the man thought that we are underage..
Soi 11 was so damn bored..
i guess no next time..
by the way i drank a lot last night..haha..

one week back..

2009-07-10T13:20:00.004+08:00

last week Satuday they came over to my house..
trying on my clothes..had our girl talk..
we had fun..

Free Lunch..

2009-07-04T00:17:00.003+08:00

Had the free lunch today..
although its not that expensive lunch but we do enjoy it..
maybe next time we should go for even more expensive lunch again if u did not attend class again..
haha..thanks anyway..!
just now i also went to night market with yee sean and li shu..
then went over to li shu house to chit chat..
having a great time and talk with both of them..
will be meeting up again with them tomorrow..(mostly if i could wake up early)

I'm back..

2009-07-03T00:41:00.003+08:00

Hey..I'm back..!
lazy to post la nowadays..
suddenly just think of some writing short post..
tomorrow some one is going to treat us eat due to didn't attend class..
haha..
we played this game so that everyone could attend the class everyday without missing any class..
thank you..! (Yan Hun)
you are the first one who treat us eat..
hope u did not attend class once a week..so u will be treating us every week..haha..!

Not Home

2009-04-24T23:52:00.002+08:00

my parents is going out for a trip again tomorrow..

as usual there will be no one in the house again..

i'll be working tomorrow as well in Gurney from 10am-10pm..

full day..so it will be a very tired day..

My Birthday.!

2009-04-21T14:05:00.004+08:00

Nothing really happen this year..

i did not celebrate my birthday..

cos first day of exam on my birthday..(lucky or unlucky)

hmm..

heres the pics

dated:20/04/09

cake (tiramisu) from Starbucks

ice-cream cake from Baskin Robin

celebrated with my dearest friends at B.E.D

dated:17/04/09

cake from Maxim (editedbykelly)

that is how i celebrate my birthday this year..

by the way..thanks for the one who celebrate and wishes me..

Abunden Blog

2009-04-09T20:10:00.014+08:00

seem like i did not update my blog for 1 month plus d..
so here is an update bout the day we (college friends) went to have stimboat..:

the Honda City and the Toyota Vios

the cook of the day.

Last day of Feb.

2009-02-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

Eveyone should know today is the last day of February.
Dad is not home.he went for a business trip to i dont know where.
Mum is also not at home.she went to grandma house.
and grandma is at home but she always sleep early.
so the conclusion is like nobody in the house except for me.
i'm so bored right now.i dont know what to do.
i know its Saturday night..so..?whats the big deal.?
i wanted to go out.but he dont know that.when the time comes he will be going out with his friends.all the time..and i will have to stay at home.
bla..bla..bla..whatever..
college gonna start this coming mon.
sometimes i choose to go to college rather than staying at home rotting.
ok then..thats all..

2009-02-15T01:11:00.002+08:00

I Enjoyed My Valentine Day..!

thanks for everything..!

Funny.

2009-02-10T01:26:00.001+08:00

just saw this in someone's blog.
its quite funny.take your time to read.

Apparently this was written by a UPSR 2008 Candidate.

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting
Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa
Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

i almost got my new gadget today.

2009-02-10T00:47:00.005+08:00

i have not blogged for a long time already.
eventually cny is over now.enough of collecting ang pau and gambling on the 15days of cny.
i've been looking for my new gadget for a long time and cant even find one off them that suites me.
till yesterday i found one that i liked and i plan to buy it today.
so i went back to the shop and when i almost bought it i took out my old phone to trade in.
the person check on my phone and wanted to buy it for RM300.
i was thinking off its alright since the phone is no longer available in the market and the price he buy from me is reasonable.
so the trading was on till the sales man check on my phone and he said that my phone speaker is not in a good condition.
in the end he dont wanna buy my phone and be~ says that it is not worth it if i still keep this phone and buy the new phone.
ended up i didn't get my new phone.
i was angry not because of the sales man.
its because of the stupid 'pau hu' who repaired my phone and now still not working.
i just wanna ask if u do not know how to repair phone please don't open a shop that sells phone and repair phone.
this job is not suitable for you!

My new Collections

2009-01-09T13:57:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T13:00:00.003+08:00

Say goodbye to year 2008.!

And say Hello to year 2009.!

wish u all 'all the best' in 2009

Happy New Year Everyone!

Christmas

2008-12-25T22:05:00.003+08:00

this year Christmas was horrible..
know what i argue with him on the eve when we were in Gurney..
beside other than arguing with him thats nothing much in Gurney this year.
no more happening things and its getting bored each year..
guess next year i would considered of going or not.
by the way Christmas is going to end in few hours time and i did not celebrate with anyone.
as for him i have mention earlier i argue with him and i am not in the mood to talk to him although he came over to find me.
i admit that i was kinda cool while talking to him today.
he will be going to KL with his friends later.in 1 or 2 hours time.
i dont get to follow him there.i really wanted to go.nevermind.i still have chance to go.
i will be by myself for 2 days.no outing no dating no nothing.
i have already started to miss him tough its just a 2 days trip.
he have never leave me alone before and went to a trip with his friends.this is the first time.
although i still got a little angry cos of u gave me a bad Christmas eve and day.
i will also miss him.when he is not with me this 2 days.
by the way i still dont have any plan for tomorrow and saturday.
will be kinda bored staying at home doing nothing.
still thinking of who can go out with me not only tomorrow but also saturday.
Merry Christmas everyone.!

take care and have fun dar..love u lots.

2008-12-19T13:59:00.004+08:00

Our college have a blood donation campaign this week (16.12.08-18.12.08).
I am the member of the FAU club.
yea i know no one will believe i am the member of the first aid unit..lalalala..
at first thinking of donating blood but then when i am there looking at people donating blood they took so much blood from your body..
and i saw people fainting after donating..scared me only thats why i dont dare to donate.haha..
did not take any pictures in the campaign.
this week miss a lot of class too.only went to lecturer class the rest skip.
anyway went to Gurney with cheng yih and lay yan 2 days ago when we were on duty we ran out..
went the to eat lunch and have a walk make fun of ourselves..
took lots of pictures but only a few are in my phone the rest is with lay yan.
most of all i really have fun this week in college.

Pictures in Gurney:

2008-12-12T23:39:00.003+08:00

i am lazy to blog nowadays..
and my comp is so slow making me so pek chek when using it..
tomorrow i'll be having a small test (half and hour) in college..
wasting my time go till so far just for the half and hour test..
anyway after the test we will be going to Queensbay with my classmates..
will be going there by bus..the 1st time le..
from college to queensbay..
will just go and shop for clothes if there is any to buy there.
ok i'm going to sleep..
nitez..

I don't know why

2008-12-07T12:48:00.003+08:00

I don't know why am i thinking alot..
I don't know why am i only think of those sad days we had..
I don't know why am i thinking of sad days instead of the happy ones..
I really don't know why am i acting like that nowadays..
I have forgotten when is our happy days..
Izzit months ago or just weeks ago or either days ago..?
Do i really have problem.?
Do i think to much already.?
Why am i like that.?
Help..!

untitle

2008-11-27T22:14:00.003+08:00

today Ling Yu Zhong came to our college to have a small concert..
but i dont get to go cos no one wanna follow me there..and also the ticket is sold out..
i'm not the fans of him by the way i just wanna go and have a look how did he look like on his real person..
anyway its over already..
ok lets move to other topic..
hehe..
my hp is back after 1 week in the "hospital"
i have changed its look to white in colour..
the original colour is black..
it cost me RM95..but luckily dar said he is going to pay for it..
so i dont need to pay anything lo..
and went to prangin just now..walk walk and find his friend..
then while waiting for his friend to finish work we went to have sushi..
finish sushi drop his friend home then he drop me home..
now at home d..
chatting with ru yan, da kai,fu guang and doggie on msn now...
bored..

alcohol

2008-11-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

i haven been touching alcohol for so long time d..
like bout 5 months i think or more than that..
forgot about it d..
today i have alcohol again..
in neng house..
wondering why i drink in his house?
we just make fun of ourself cos he have the left over ones at his house which he brought back from Moist..
he went to his shop to take a bottle of coke and a tin of green tea
and took out his martini glass..
1st try is to mix with the green tea..the taste not that good la..
2nd try is to mix with the coke..this time the taste become better..
yea let me tell u that when we drink this its only almost 9pm..
i know we are a little bit insane but then we are just trying to have fun..
after drinking a few cups my face become red..argh...
try to take some pics but then he perli me that i am drunk d..
so at last i dint take any pictures lo..
then rest for a while then went to night market..
on the way fetching me home argue with him again..
i know i have been in a hot tempered nowadays but then still i dont like they way he treat me..
so i am always angry with him no matter what he did..
yea la i know i am a bit too much la..i really dont know why i suddenly become like that..
now he is with his friends..and i am now at home onlining again..
nothing much to do other than online..
got to go to sleep.
nitez..

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2008-11-16T12:15:00.003+08:00

Love Without Smile Is Meaningless

A must for me to blog

2008-11-09T02:12:00.002+08:00

I'm now 18..and for 18 years my parents didn't even leave me alone in the house..
the went for a 1 day holiday in siam "hup jai"..left me and grandma in the house..
maybe i should say there is grandma in the house like there is no one in the house..
she always stays in her room and will not come out unless she got something to do..
ok now,
strats from the early in the morning woke up at 9 something..thought that mom and dad have already went out..
mana tau still in the house..
so talk with mom for a while bout what should i do when she is not at home..
at 10 plus like that dad friend came and off they go..
went to queensbay with neng and friends..
actually it should be a good day for me today but then everything turns down when he say he wanna go clubbing with his friend and i am the only girl who are going..
my first reaction was ok fine u just go with your friends..
started to messages nicole, kelly and suling ask them out..
everyone make it only for suling..
so went to sunrise mcd to have the girls talk again..
me,nat,kelly,nicole and calvin..that all..
there is so much thing happen in our life that we can say it all out in a short time..
the worst is nat this time..she had lots of problem with her bf..
after that went to drop kelly home..
then me and nat went to baby cafe to find neng they all..
after that drop nat home and drop neng to his friend's house straight i went back home myself..
just reach home not more than an hour..
waiting for him now..almost wanna go to bed d..
thats all for today..

sis wedding photos

2008-11-06T23:34:00.008+08:00

a day out

2008-10-29T23:43:00.009+08:00

woke up early in the morning at 7.45am
class at 9.30am..my day started with a english class..
i little bored actually after english class at 11am straight went to the other class in DKB..
the first step i step in the DKB i was like omg so many people sure no place to sit d..
yes there is no place to sit all because of the lecturer who dont wanna open a replacement class for monday students..
make us dont get a place to sit only..some just go and take a chair to sit without table..
ru yan was very mad she scolded the lecturer in front of so many people with all the **toot**toot** words..
so me,yee sean and ru yan decided not to attend the class
walked out of DKB and went to foyer to sit and chat for a while..
then went to gurney to have lunch..
all my classmates went accept for 5 of them..
went to Pastamania to have lunch..
pics of the day

yee sean and wei chen

my new hair style

2008-10-26T12:33:00.005+08:00

sis wedding is over

2008-10-20T19:04:00.002+08:00

Everything is settled after a few months ago when we were busy preparing for sis wedding..
by making the souvenirs for the guests to searching for clothes in the malls choosing which to buy to what buffet should we call for the 'lau-tia-meh' and a lot of things that i couldn't name it out here..
and yes the day has come on the 18th of October..
i'm the bride mate of the day..so have to be the driver in the morning to take my sis to Aspail (the place my sis took her wedding photos) to have her hair done..
on th other hand mum and dad and 2nd sis at home waiting for our relatives to come for the 'lim teh' session and sis friends being the 'chi mui' thinking of what to make the groom to do all those funny funny things..
we were back at bout 11am after sis have her hair and make up dome nicely and beautifully..
i had a bath and dress up nicely eat some rice and wait for the groom to come..
the came to 'chua sim niau' at bout 1pm..
me and sis in the room and the rest of the 'chi mui',2nd sis,and pei sze out side of the room making the groom to do all those things..
i am incharge of collecting the ang pau-s in the room which is slot in by them..
ok there's lot to say so short cart a bit..
so it started from the praying to the Gods in our house to drinking bird nest session where the bride and the groom have to drink it to the 'lim teh' session to giving out ang pau session to eating in a round table session and off we go to the groom place..
reached the groom place and they made the same thing again..
and thats all for the morning session..
after that we(me and 2nd sis) rush down to the car wash place near cls to wash her car cos the sweet teh spill in her car..
she's very pek chek and drive the car like crazy people..ah dui..
after washing the car rush to Gaik Peng to get our hair done for the dinner..
after our hair done rush back to grandma house (2nd sis drop me)
back to grandma house had a bath and then Ron fetch us there..
reach the dinner place at Island Plaza..
no 1 was there yet only the camera man and the bands..
omg..suddenly people started to come and i got panic..without the sitting places i dont know where to put them..in which table..oh no..
sis was not there yet same to 2nd sis..the floor plan is not with me..
everything got settle down when both of my sis came..haha..
had dinner as usual lo..lazy to say d lar..
after dinner neng fetch me,mum,dad and grangma home..
everyone is so tired went to bed early..

p/s:pictures will be up as soon as i got it from sis.
p/s:i've been waiting for suling to get me those pictures on her phone and camera but then till now i still cant get it yet..

hmm..

2008-10-18T01:48:00.004+08:00

hmm..say it "today" lar..
i've been busy the whole day..
from the morning till now and its already almost 2am..
woke up at bout 10am and then went to tesco with sis to buy some groceries and stuff..
after that went home have lunch and bath then went to Gurney alone..
why??cos of him la..last minute ask me to go and buy clothes for him to wear for tomorrow night..
after that went to college for activity at 4.30-7.30pm
it was so hot and we have to play under the sun..wtf..
after the activity 2nd sis called to ask me go fetch grandma..
so have to be the driver to go and fetch them lo..
fetch them go where..?fetch them go home lo..
for what..?my sis wedding tomorrow ma..today 'lau tia meh' ma
so busy..im the bride mate tomorrow..hehe..
will blog after sis wedding..

hmm..

2008-10-18T01:48:00.001+08:00

Doggie

2008-10-12T00:39:00.002+08:00

At first wouldn't wanna blog d..going to bed as tomorrow wanna go for dim sum..
but then when i'm in the room almost going to close the light and jump into my bed i heard a loud noise..
Guess what it was the puppy making so much noise
i was so envy to go any have a look..so i went in my mum's room to have a look..
i thought is was nothing cos the puppy always 'cry'..
when i look out of the room i asked mum what had happen she said that the car has bang the puppy.. Omg...
so i opened the door and went out to see i saw there was a lot of blood on the road and the dog was 'crying' for pain..
my heart felt very...i wanted to help the puppy but then i dont know how to..
Luckily the car who bang the puppy was my neighbour's friend..
mum says the whole family of my neighbour is a dog lover..
i saw him running so fast towards the puppy and carry him up.
walking so fast towards the vet near by my house(its just the the next road)..
but then there is no one in..so he quickly carry him back to his house and put the puppy in the box and straight into the car and went off..
i guess they were trying to take the puppy to the other vet to cure it's leg..

All thanks to the other neighbour(opp my house) which is the puppy owner who bring it back(from i dont know where) to look after their house..
they dont even know how to take care of their own dog..wtf..
they dont want him anymore now as the owner said that the puppy always ran out of the house and sleep outside my house and din take car of his house..
and they din even feed the puppy and there is nothing to let the puppy eat..
so whenever mum's cook and there is an extra rice and some meat or either bone mum will feed him with that..
shitty neighbour..the other thing is when their dog gets bang by the car they just come out and stand there doing nothing..
please dont adopt any dogs if u dont know how to take care of it..!!!
and u are so irresponsible..a dog is also a living things ok..???

hope that it will be ok as i do love him also when everytime he saw me he also greed me..
like i'm it's owner..

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i got a new hair cut today..
went to cut my hair in the moning..
haven take any pitures yet..will post later..
i know i have promise to post pictures up here till now there is still no pictures up here..
cos i haven got the pictures from suling..thats why..
by the way sis wedding is 1 more week to go..
cant wait for that day..

2nd Semaster

2008-10-06T19:46:00.002+08:00

2 weeks of holidays is over..
at last school reopen today..(it's the 2nd sam)
today's class strats at 10.30am.the subject is english for communication
after all it's like a new day in college with new lecturers and studying on new subjects..
hmm..guess i would have to more change myself in this sam u catch all the things i left out..
to be more responsible and always pay attention in class is one of the most important things..
ok..
after class went down to prangin with yee sean,li shu,alaxis,wan thing,wan ching,mei ling,li ying,and the noisy and irritating guy jun xiang..
just went there walk walk only.
and and its Li Shu birthday today..we share and bought her a bag..
about the beg it dont really up to my style..not bad lar the bag..
its suitable for her anyway..as long as she likes it its ok la..
no pictures for today's outing ) :

Happy 18th Birthday Li Shu

Kek Lok Si

2008-09-27T22:48:00.002+08:00

went to kek lok si this morning..
plan to go penang hill at first but seems like they have some renovation up there..
they also got the train up to the half hill to see some view for 10 minutes then come down..
so we thought that is not worth it so we went to kek lok si temple..
who went??--->me,chang le,suling,suling's sister and yulin.
yes its just 5 of us..not too bored also la..
we too have fun la..sit on the so called 'cable car'..but for me its just like a lift..up to the kuan yin there..
they still having some renovation on the kuan yin but still got some other things to see some more lar..
took some pictures but then its all with suling so will wait till she upload then only will upload here..
after taking pictures we sat in a shaded place to have the girls talk lo..
bout 11am we went down and chang le drop yulin home then drop me home lo..

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It's 11.05pm now and i'm so bored..
nothing to do..sien...
where is he??--->went to his friend's brother birthday..

why i don't wanna follow??--->cos i will be the only gal there and will sit there like a stupid girl waiting for him doing nothing..

do i regret not following him to the birthday party??--->no..not at all..just feel angry cos he just dump me at home like that..hate him..!!
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will post up the pictures when i get it from suling in another post

Ruby is back..!

2008-09-26T01:03:00.003+08:00

Ruby is back..
no worries anymore..

hmm..actually now its already 1.05am..
should i called it just now or yesterday..
ok will called it yesterday(afternoon)..
did some sushi for him to eat..
he said it was nice..haha..very seldom he say what i cook is nice..
or maybe i rarely cook for him to eat..
he always cook for me when ever i want..he got a cooking skill ok..?
from prawn cocktail to fried chicken to tomyam mi to spacial fried rice..
all sorts of food..he can cook..
ok stop..

im so in to Xiaxue-Wendy Cheng the famous Singaporean blogger..
it seems like her job is to blog..and this is how she earn her money..
hope i can be like her..hehe..(dream)
after all i should say i am a little outdated of what i have watched last afternoon..
i watch Girls Out Loud its by Xiaxue..
besides i do also keep up on Xiaxue guide life..its all about her life..
check her out in http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/

will be going for a food test for my sis wedding in 18hours time..hehe..
nite everyone..

Nibiru

2008-09-26T00:19:00.003+08:00

i just felt a little guilty after my sis bf said about this little new planet which i haven heard before..
for those of u who have heard before u will know what is it..
and for those of u who had never heard before this is what i am talking about..

The new planet i am talking about is called the Planet X Nibiru and is also known as Nebra
u can also check it out by yourself online.
here i will tell u briefly about this planet which i heard from my sis bf..
this planet will make our earth gone..
what do i mean about 'gone'..its end of the world..
maybe 70% are not gonna survive and 30% of them gonna survive
but will be all dead in the end because of disease or hungriness.
this planet is now near to our earth
and in 4years (2012) time it will reach our earth and thats the end of it..
on that time im only 22 years old-im still so young..omg..i dont wanna die yet..i haven finish doing all my stuff..din even get married yet and just wanna start to earn money from working..oh no..!
according to what i have just read from the net i found that they presumed that it will occur on or before 21 December 2012..its so scary..!!

check this out in- http://xfacts.com/updates/planetx2008.html

u will know more bout it..

p/s:i dont really know how true is this gonna be..but i do believe it..get prepared and do what we should do that which is right before we die..

Ruby is missing

2008-09-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

Ron's dog is missing..
Its a she..her name is Ruby
It's a mini pincher with dark brown in colour..
according to my aunt (Ron's mum) when she woke up in the morning Ruby it's already lost..
so if anyone who have seen a pincher running around near Tanjong Tokong area or Island Plaza area..please do comment me..
help me to find her..she's a good dog..
i'm so sorry that don't have her pictures here cos i don't have scanner at home..

thanks..

will update soon

2008-09-16T17:57:00.002+08:00

it's been a while since i last blog..
i'm so busy with my daily life..
so much things to do till i dont have the time to blog..
maybe i'll blog after my exam..
bout whats happening..
i got lots and lots of stuff to blog about..
the last day will be on Friday..(happy me)
after the exam i will be having a short break..

wait for my updates..

past..

2008-09-02T18:00:00.005+08:00

yesterday went to queensbay..
having my dinner in the T-bowl restoran which is following the toilet concept..
it was my 1st time there..after so they have opened for so long..
after eating went for a walk and watch movie..Death Race
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today was a holiday till tomorrow..
i'm having my exam week break now..
going to starts my 1st sam exam soon..
on this wednesday..
haven get ready for my exam yet..
half way through..guess i'm gonna burn midnight oil again..
i'm always like that i also..must change already lor my bad attitude..

Cakes

2008-08-28T14:44:00.014+08:00

cakes..cakes..cakes..
i have eaten a lot of cakes for these 2 days..

yesterday went to northem beach cafe to celebrate our dearest friend's (Suling & Kelly) b earlier birthday..
it's just a small party which is me,Natalie,Nicole and Calvin bought a cake there to let both of these birthday girls cut..
we do have a lot of girls talk at the same time..

this morning went to microeconomic lecture class in the morning with lay yan and skip the micro tutorial class..after the class continue with another class (BS).
finish class at 12 something..and went out of the class to cut the cake to eat..which is bought by yee sean cos our class fund money left bout RM30..so we bought to share it..
i ate a small piece only cos later have to go mcd to celebrate cheng yih birthday ko...
cake again...hmm...

just came back from mcd..lay yan bought the cake and we gave him a surprise..
when he saw it his reaction was so funny and we keep on laughing at him..
he was like asking us "Ha mi su??Ham mi su??" (what happen)..
ate cake again..very fattening d...

now sitting in front of the comp blogging and checking my mail..
waiting for him to finish work..
today he got OT (overtime)..dont know what time only finish work..
so have to kuai kuai stay at home lor...

the birthday girls..

us

blowing the candlescutting cake.

my class cake.

cheng yih's cake.

boring day

2008-08-26T14:39:00.003+08:00

today is a holiday..
dont know what big thing is happening..
as long as its a holiday it will be great for me d..
hehe..
its like nothing to do today..
woke up at around 12 something then have my lunch and straight away online..
by the way..
ask nicole to go out today but she cant make it..
so i have to stay at home all alone by myself..
and no one is at home right now..
get bored and nothing to do..haiz..
still have to wait 7 something or 8 only he will come and fetch me..
haiz..haiz...so sien..
mayb should ask anyone to come out for few hours to have a talk..
hmmm....

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looking trough the pictures that we (friends) have taken for a long time just now..
felt that there is a lot of changes..
everyone have grown up..
look at the pictures below..

thers still a lot of them that i did not show it up here..
for those that i din show it up here it doesn't mean i forgot u all
is just that i am lazy to edit and upload..it's my fault..dont get angry..
and now...they have looked different now..
i still dont have their latest pictures yet..
will upload it when i got it..

Redbox

2008-08-20T18:42:00.010+08:00

Yesterday went to college as usual..got one class only from 9-11am..after class went to gurney with yee sean and ru yan..so when the class almost finish i open my bag and i wanted to look for my purse..i pour out my things in my beg to look for my purse..I CANT FOUND IT..!thinking of where i put it..maybe it will be at home..so have no choice to go all the way home to get my purse..on the way home near greenlane there was a blocking..i was very scared that the police will block me..cos i did not bring my IC and license out..scared..scared..reached home 11something then went to gurney to meet them at 12something..
planned to go redbox at 1pm but its fully booked so we went for the 2pm wan..before going to redbos while we still have time we walk around..shop till bout 2pm went back there till 4pm..then went home..
at night went out for dinner in faces with his friends..and he stayed over night at my house..

before going to college

ru yan singing

it's a rainig day

2008-08-18T19:49:00.002+08:00

woke up in the morning at 7.45am.get ready and went to college at 8.30am.before going out of the house asked money from dad..and get nagged by him again.saying that i spend to much..hmm..am i spending too much??just Rm50 a week nee??ok so after taking money from him walk out of the house..looking at the sky..its so dark..and i looks like its gonna rain..talking to myself in the heart maybe it wont rain it will be bright later..so i ride motor to college..manatau reach college bout 1hour it rain heavily..real heavy..after class at 1pm..wait out of the class its still rain.i did waited there for a while till i cant wait d..saw Alexis asked her to use her umbrella to bring me to take my bike..and off i go home..when reach home i am all wet also although i wear raincoat..reach home have my lunch and take a nap..woke up bout 5 something online,watched tv have dinner and now here i am blogging away cos i have nothing else to do d..still waiting for him to call me..

In my heart

2008-08-05T20:01:00.006+08:00

Suddenly feel that i have so much thing which is in my head and i always wanna say it our and ask why but i have no one to talk to and ask about..

soo yi and keong is officially broke up..sometimes i really cant understand..why a couple which is together for so long can broke up just like this for no reason..?becos of attitude just broke up like that..i guess its not a really good reason.. looking at them like this i thought that if one day i and him like that how??what will i do??he is in my daily routine everyday without miss..i really don't dare to think about it..i don't want this to happen too..
life is so difficult for me these days..should i work or not to work.?if i work i will get some extra money to spend..not to count on mum as she herself don't really always give me money till i am really broke then i ask from her then only give..whats the point of asking her all the time and she cant give me automatically.??like last 2 weeks dad gave me RM80 and she gave me RM30 total up its just RM110..if u ask me that RM110 its enough for me to spend for 2 weeks or not i would loudly say ITS NOT ENOUGH..!!and now its already the 3rd week!!i am left with about RM15 and the RM15 i took it from neng..besides if i really go to work i can't concentrate in my studies..what should i do now??
exams gonna be near soon..2 more weeks to go and i haven get ready yet..dint got that kinda feelings before..even when i am in form 5 although i am not that ready i also can sit for the exams and when the results is out even though i don't get a good result i cant feel anything..but now even a small little test i am really care about it..i don't hope that i can get such a low marks/grades..i can feel guilty,nervous and scared when its near to it..and now the i am having this kinda feelings..but my head just cant work on studies yet..how now??what do i want now??maybe i should start on as fast as i could..there is no more time to waste already..
i cant stand her ANYMORE...who??it's his SISTER..aiyoo..i also don't know how to say why i don't like her..i am sick of her..attitude..selfishness..her f**king face that i really cannot tahan her.. i hate her so much....!!!!!she always do till like people kiam her like that..i don't owe u anything ok..??about your stupid car u thought everyone in your family wanna drive your car ar??u are so selfish even your twin sister don't wanna sit in your damn car..thought that when people drive your car they have to pay everything that u want them to do..i know if a person drive your car they should pump petrol for u but not every time right..?every time when we sit your car your petrol is always near to E=EMPTY and we have to pump again and again and again..besides washing car also..cant u just go and wash it yourself instead of asking us to go out and wash your damn car for u every time..don't u know how selfish u are..?u really wanna make your family luan then only can stop wan izzit..?if ever u see it i dont care also..i just wanna express how i fell on your sis right now..i hate her..thats it..!

at last

2008-07-30T21:07:00.003+08:00

At last neng is out of the hospital after 5days staying there..I've been busy with him everyday..in and out of the hospital visiting him everyday after class..and on Saturday and Sunday also sit there the whole day accompany him the whole day..been very tired for these days..back to yesterday..after finish my microeconomic class straight went to the hospital to find him..sit there and talk to him and the doctor came and told him that he can go home d..so i rush back home to drive car and went to fetch him mum and then went back to the hospital..reach there bout 2pm and we waited for the doctor to write some reports and medicine for him..waited for an hour..and off we go back to his house..
at night we went to gurney with kang thing and alvin to watch movie..hellboy..of all it ok lar..no comment..after movie went to eat supper and went home to sleep..
hmm..
anyway i wanted to congrats Lay Yan the siao po cos she got the 2nd place in the prom queen competition..

what a unplesent day!!

2008-07-25T22:56:00.002+08:00

Today Neng is admitted to the hospital cause his pimple the whole face swollen and there is the "nah nah" in there..2 days back it have already swollen he went to see the doctor in the clinic the doctor say its nothing just have to press out the "nah nah" then it will be ok..the next day the thing become even more worst..so he went to see the doctor again and the doctor says that his old sickness have came back..so he have to do some of the injection to make the "nah nah" to come out..today..when he woke up his face were even worst..he quickly went to see the doctor..the stupid doctor don't know do what go and press out the "nah nah" but the it cannot come out all.so the doctor have to choice to ask him to go to the hospital..and now he is in there already..
i am really worried bout him..and i know he is very sad now..i really don't know how to comfort him..I'm sorry...i am really sad too..
tomorrow will be my BS test..i don't have the mood to study at all..as i am thinking of how he will be in the hospital all by himself..really really worry..
anyway wish me good luck tomorrow..and hope he will get well soon..

2008-07-23T15:59:00.002+08:00

The day starts on Saturday..

Saturday
It was my school day..after class i straight away went home..waited for him for almost 2 hours from his house to my house..what the..nevermind..i am use to it..so he finally came after i waited him for so long..our day starts with heading to queensbay..he wanted to have sake sushi as his lunch so i followed.after eating went to have window shopping..at 1st planed to watch movie but all the time are not suitable for us as we wanted to go bon odori later..later bout 7pm we went to his friend's house meet his friends and meet his another friend in front of my ex-secondary school (CLS)..and off we go..there's so many people there but this year feel that there are less stores..but i enjoyed myself there..we went to catch the gold fish with the paper net..i caught 3 gold fish and soo yi caught 2..we gave it all away at last..next destination ban hoe kopitiam to have our dinner..after dinner the guys drop their gf home..including me..reach home bout 12 something and sleep..

Sunday
Woke up quiet early cos they said they wanna go Sunway Carnival..but mana tau they ppked us girls..we were very angry about it..and i waited for him again..this time is 4 hours..u say kek ki not always wait nia..anyway it was also a rainy day..it rain for the whole day..so he came to pick me up around 3 something and went to his house to wait for the car to come back..and again waited for 2 hours..when his car got home we went out to fetch his friends..the funniest thing is we carpooled 7 people in a small kanari..haha..went to prangin to watch movie 'wanted' the story line is so blur and i dont really understand whats the story about..then after watch movie went to gurney to fetch soo yi but dont know why suddenly didn't fetch her already guess he argued with her bf.so went to new world park to have dinner and then went home to sleep..another school day starts again tomorrow..

Monday
As usual its school day..woke up late..class starts at 9am and i am late..so i rush to school..on the way there i almost knock a car..luckily i am fast enough to avoid the car..or i am dead now i guess..

1st formal day in college

2008-07-15T18:46:00.007+08:00

today was the formal day..
i had a presentation in class for the subject hubungan etnik..
i dint prepare on how should i talk on my topic..i just speak it spontaneously..looking on the transparency i have to present..
most of the time read all from there..
guess college life is getting great accept of the outing..
friends are getting more and more each day as i do talk to all my girls classmates already..
how bout the guys...??hmm..didn't have much conversation with them some didn't even talk to them before..
am i too 'sombong' or what??i am not kua...??!!
anyway all my classmates were alright..
and the most important thing is i have improved a lot in speaking mandarin..lol

girls classmates

simply love this pic

yee sean

mei ling and li ying

by the way taking about friends i haven seen my old friends for a long time..
last seen was on neng's birthday party but not all came..
i also don't know why..
maybe they are too busy with work and study..
didn't even contact with them for a long time also..
i am totally missing them and i know i am kinda outdated..don't know what had happen to them lately??

and not forgetting bout my new 2 outside friends they were also my spy and i am also their spy nowadays..
looking after their bfs and they are also looking over my bf too..
they said we are spying on them all the time and so they will always leave a car for us to go out on our own d..
although it's in the same shopping complex we 3 will also separated from the guys..
we always have our girls talk while window shopping..

another day trip

2008-07-12T22:18:00.012+08:00

Just came back from Ipoh..
and this time we went to The Lost World of Tambun..
it's fun water is much more cleaner compare Bukit Merah and people there are lesser..
the scenery there quiet nice also..after all enjoy lar..
this time also 9 of us are there..

in the car.
(the weather is looking good)

both in the sleepy eyes.
(on the way to lost world)

reach there at 1 something
(main entrance)

spotted a mini bus stop
(its actually a train stop)

side of the view

another view on pools

we

us

3 of us

lost.

2008-07-08T16:10:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time i haven write my blog..
i was too busy in the other hand i am lazy when i am free..
hehe..i have so much things to blog about here..and i don't even know where to start it..
hm..
thinking~~~
ya suddenly feel like uploading my pictures that i took long time ago..but they are all lost..even my favorite pictures are all gone i don't have any back up..
i don't know why also..its my hp fault..got problem d...stupid hp..

talking bout pictures i have taken some pictures when we my whole family went to take a family photo when my sis took her bridal photo..

me and 2nd sis at aspial bridal house

we 3 sisters

me and my 2nd sis again

my sis in her bridal gown

me and my big sis

i got to go now..going to have a nap and wake up in 1 hour later..
got to study after my nap..test is tomorrow..
wish me good luck..

Gurney & Birthday party

2008-06-22T03:07:00.000+08:00

Today we had our girls outing again..it was yulin's birthday too..

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YULIN...MAY ALL YOUR WISHES CAME TRUE..!

we went to gurney plaza to have lunch..

at first it was just me and suling later kelly and cheryl came and followed by jesslyn,natelie,yulin and i-yung..

we had our lunch in manila place..all of us except for jesslyn cos she dont have transport home..

we waited for changle to come also but in the end she did not come cos she dont have any transport..hmmm...so we went home early..

Later..

My dar dar celebrated his 21st at Golden View.

guess his very happy bout it..hope so lar..

anyway all his primary,secondary and outside friend came..

and pei sze,suling,natelie and ron join too..hehe..

unfortunately leh hor...i have snap a video but suddenly my hp no battery it off on itself so everything LOST...!!!!haiz..

i did snap some pictures with my friends but not with him though..

so i am here blogging away in the appartment nothing to do and they are all so damn noisy outside there playing and fooling around in the middle of the night..

and now they all have gone down to watch football...haha..*PEACE*

suling stayed overnight here tonight..so that i wont be that bored here..but she sleeps d..haha..

hmmm...theres nothing to write anymore..

here's some pictures...-->
us at gurney..

us in the apartment..

would like to wish my dearie Happy Birthday in advance..

a day trip

2008-06-08T14:40:00.000+08:00

just came back from a day trip.its was a fun outing..

went to bukit merah and taiping zoo yesterday.

with his friends.-->4 couple and a guy i don't know what is his name..they call him 'shit'???

we met each other at 9 at the dim sum place at lip sin there..after eating our breakfast we start our journey..

reach bukit merah at bout 10 something..there's lots of people there and are all Malays..

but i'm quite exited to go in to have a look cos is my 1st time there..wee~~~
then went in to bought our tickets.

when i went in i there's even more and more Malay around and the water is quite dirty and i started to feel geli d..yer....~

but i do enjoy going there lar cos its my 1st time there ma...hehe...

hmm...can say everyone enjoy themselves there lar..although its dirty...hehe..

i dint take any picture in there cos we are ready to jump in to the water so that's why we don't bring along our hp..wasted..there's many things i wanna snap it down to my camera but..nevermind..

here's is just a few pictures on bukit merah..

look at the big tap there..

view in bukit merah

after enjoying ourselves we went up to had a bath..after bath we were too hungry to walk so was thinking of going to the nearest place to have our late lunch.(but not in the bukit merah itself cos the food there is sucks..)and then went back there to continue with our day in the water park..
while we were waking to take our car to have lunch suddenly it rains..so ended up change our mind straight go to taiping zoo after had lunch.
on our way to taiping zoo there is nothing to eat all the way there..look for a small kopitiam also don't have..and we found 1 at i also don't know where..
we were like hungry ghost finding for food..we ate choo char for our lunch..its cheap..only not more that RM60 something for 9 person..worth it rite??hmm..and the char koat teow there also not bad a big plate cost Rm2.30 only..its only..in penang it will cost bout RM3-3.30 d lor..

after having our lunch our next stop will be the Taiping Zoo...

heading to our next stop

tickets.

walking around the zoo

after a walk on in the zoo went to have a cycle on the goose in the lake nearby..but neng, i, and one of his friend din cycle on it cause we were too tired..

while waiting for them finish cycling

and with our tired face ofcos

after waiting for them there for bout half and hour..our journey starts again..went home..!!!

on the way going back to Penang

me and thing

we had lots fun there..

few days blog

2008-06-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

hai..i got so many things to write but i dont have time to blog it out the past few day..
and i know u all will be bored reading my blog cos there's no pictures,no updated blog,not interesting..
but anyway its just a blog that to shere with u all bout my life.

so i'll start with erm.........
thursday..
the forth day i'm in college.its quiet fun lar.luckly i have my friends shi chek,ching yi and thai with me in the same class for few days or i will be bored alone sitting there.after class that day we went gurnay for our lunch as i cant go home cos of raining.those who are going-->me,lay yan,shi chek,ching yi,eric,gab.we crap a lot when we were in kim gary eating..like aunty gossiping away..haha..by the way its the first day (29/05/08) of dar working in a new company which is Meerkat.

friday..
as usual went to college in the morning.then later went home.study a bit bout business statistic but still dont really understand yet.its too complicated.i still have more to study but u all know im too lazy to do so..maybe i'll just have to force myself reading all those books which have no pictures but only words just for my own good.later at night went to night market at parak road there its all packed with people and theres no parking at all.at 1st plan to ask chang le out cos she came back from perak but there's no parking at all so at last just went to have our dinner at faces with neng,alvin & gf and na & gf.

saturday..
its was yan birthday.she celebrated her 1st birthday at grandma house there. lots of people came but they all went back early.i guess its just a little girl birthday and there is nothing else to celebrate till late.so after eating sze,yifen and i went to baskin robin to buy ice cream its the 31st ma so sure will go and buy wan.later after buying neng came to fetch me then we went to batu feringgi with jun jie and kheng.and we start agueing again.what the...mum knows bout it this time and she do scold me bout it.its just our problem not hers why did she scold me??unreasonable...??i did actually throw away my baskin robin..heart breaking..it melted all when i leave it in rthe car and i forgot to bring it out.sad sad..

sunday..
we celebrated mum's birthday at tambun.we the whole family went to tambun to have our seafood dinner except for neng.he din join us.know why....???hmm...after eating went back to penang we the 3 couples went to have a movie (superhero) in gurney.the moviw hgas no meaning at all..??but its funny lar...hehe..ok lar after that went to have mcd then went home.

thats just a rough blog on what have i dome these few days.i'm lazy to type anymore..hehe..
anyway im going to bukit merah this satuday..hehe..happy me..hope i'll enjoy..

class.

2008-05-28T08:50:00.000+08:00

today the 2ND day of class at DKB.class starts at 9pm.and i am late again.seems like i have to go out early from house maybe 40 minutes before class starts.normally its just 30 minutes before.nothing much to say.just went in to class but i dint saw any1 so plan to sit alone by myself.when I'm finding a place to sit suddenly saw Regina so i went to join her.later when the class almost starts saw shi chek came in so i called her she join me.then even later when the class starts the guy i don't know whats his name came in and so our ironman leader.i also don't know his name..hehe..sorry bout it..haha..btw i've join the society.its a Chinese language society ler..i don't even know how to read and write a single word and i am joining the Chinese language society..swt..i's a banana lar..haha..sad...anyway its just for fun cause all the ironman people's are in it.so never mind lar just join as long as i know someone there..
nothing much to say d lar..now waiting for him to finish work then come and fetch me out..
tomorrow class starts at 12pm..hooray....but ended at 5pm..sienz....nvm lar there's good and bads anyway..

Orientation week.

2008-05-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

i have lots to say nowadays..
lets start with the 4 days orientation week

1st day
went there by bike and i thought i am late for the 1st day.luckily i am not.meet Astina there and we 2 r so lost bout the 1st day.we dint even know where to go and where should we do for the 1st day.so Astina called Angie and we meet her in CA.i was so surprise that Lay Yan is in the same college as me but we are not the in same course.went to DKB to take attendance.after that we went in to CA to hear the talking from all the high post people.the Principal Mr. Amos Teoh.after the talking we were divided into groups.we were so lucky enough to be in the same group as we 4 change our no. from other people.me,Angie,lay yan and astina is in the same group.our group name...IRONMAN.later went in to the tutorial class to intro ourselves to the other people from the same group.1st known our student leader which his name is Gabriel and our asst. student leader Kei Kei.she's so beautiful..like to look on her so much..1st day was a quiet day as we all still don't know each other..

2Nd day
lay yan fetch me to college.we are all closer on the 2Nd day.we do talk to each other.but i don't really talk as i don't know how to speak mandarin that much.we are told to wear black shirt on that day cos we have telematch on.unfortunately i dint even join in to play couse i am not interested at all.not sporting enough huh...no lar just feel like not playing couse of him.i guess so.anyway had lots of fun though.we stay back till around 8pm just to prepare for the veriaty show thw next day.lay yan and i were like to frastrated couse of the whole day dint get to rest and we sweat a lot sticky sticky us have to stay back till so late..dont get to bath also.in the end we cant stand the stickyness and tiredness of us so we decided to went back.

3rd day
same lay yan fetch me to college also.we were even much closer.but till these dats i dont still dont know their name but we talk without knowing each other name..haha..funny lar..Kei Kei always called us 'hai zhi men'..haha we were like little kid to her.again we were told to wear white shirt.for..??Sports event...!!!later we had the variety show.our show were really funny cause of the guy pretended to be a nerd nerd type and so lots of funny things..haha..till now i still don't know his name.and we won so we will were qualify in the final.i went back straight to grandma house which we all were suppose to stay back but i dint.sis came to college to fetch me back.

4Th day
the last day of orientation week.same same lay yan fetch me there again.today's theme black shirt again.its kinda relaxing after the few days of now enough of sleep and everything.it come to an end.again we prepare with our variety show..but this time its sucks man..our show its really sucks..actually its all our mistakes cos we were to scared in the big stage with lots of people looking at us..but me the 'ke le fe' is not scared..haha..im just the 'ke le fe' so nothing to scared about though.so ended up we dint won anything but we all are happy also cause our big group SBS won after the 4 years of loose to the SOT team.so they had a BBQ party in the beach.

i have lots of fun there..

2008-05-19T14:52:00.000+08:00

i'm at home now..getting bored waiting for him to wake up..
thinking of tomorrow will be the day..
1st day of college...!!
i dont know how will it be..
fun..?bored..?all alone by myself..?arh..
what should i do the 1st thing i step in the college??
i'm scared of being alone..no friends no nothing..huhuhu....
haiz...what happen also i have to go..

now worrying:-
1. what is he going to do when i'm in college??
2. is he going to call me many many time and ask me what am i doing there??
3. is he gonna ask me how many guys have i known??
4. is he going to get angry cos of some small things??
5. is he going to think too much as he always do??
6. is he goning to say i tell lie again and dont believe me??

what should i do now??

Chang le

2008-05-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

Goodbye girl..

take care..

will miss u lots..

Ron's new pet

2008-05-14T13:37:00.000+08:00

Last night went to grandma's house then went to Ron's house saw his new pet.i don't know what is it.just see the picture below then u will know.its a she.Ron says her name is Lin.i don't dare to hold her cos when she get angry her thorns will stands up.i scared it cut my hands.but i tried to hold her i felt she's gonna fall so i handed back to Ron..anyway its cute.i like it.haha..

Lin.

cute rite??

from the top.look at the thorns

hope yan yan will get well soon.

she admitted in the hospital cos of high fever.

fat...

2008-05-13T14:07:00.000+08:00

see how fat am i nowadays.

I'm getting fatter and fatter each days..weight have been increasing non stop..stop it...!!!i don't wanna be that fat anymore..i need to lose weight..how..i cant stop eating food..i love to eat..HELP....!!!

wink..*

2008-05-12T14:58:00.000+08:00

Friday (09.05.08)

we had another outing again but this time just few of us.we had lots of fun although there is 5 of us only.we go had stimboat at macalister road there.and saw Ron and his friend zhen xiang (hope i spell it correct) there too.things get ruin when he starts to say break again.i just don't know why he said like that.and what have i done??but later things get ok suddenly?why ar??

neeway..that all..

Saturday (10.05.08)

after work went to home and wait for him to come and fetch me.then went to prangin to have our late lunch again.bought 2 pants from there too.later went back to his house waited him again to finish working then went out again to have our late dinner.forgotten what I've eat.

Sunday (11.05.08)

woke up early as dad says wanna bring us to the dusun durian..it was chiew hong's idea so dad bring us to balik pulau with hong,kheng,neng,me,mom,dad and yifen..went to have breakfast 1st..after having our breakfast dad called his Friends..and we are so unlucky dad's friend is not in so we just go to the stall to eat..but i don't really like durian so i dint eat.nothing much lar.went home early as he said he wanna go and find his friend mike cos he's going back to johor today.

friends outing

2008-05-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

Last night went out with Chang Le,suling they all..it was a great night ..we all have lots of fun.laughing like crazy people doing all the crazy pose just to take pictures..haha..

we went to have diner 1st as we all just plan then went back.but at last after dinner we decided to go to gurney plaza cos Chang Le wanna buy a birthday present for her boyfriend,Luca.so we all went there but Nicole dint follow as she had a bad mood yesterday.i also don't know why?so i am the driver to drive them there.hehe..we did take lots of photo yesterday nite at gurney.

really i haven not been so happy for quite a long time.going out with u all its just hard nowadays.maybe we are all separate and get back together only when everyone its free.when each time we have an outing there are still someone that might not be able to make it.but never mind as long as we are still our friendship still maintain we still have the chance to go out together.and i don't hope that out friendship will end like that though.keep in touch with each and everyone is the best way to maintain out friendship.we are always in a gang.love u all lots.
by the way here some pictures of last night as i have promise u all that i wanna upload it in friendster unfortunately cant cos the file its too big i have to take time to resize it.so i upload it here..u can copy it from here.

me and suling

i am pointing at here dont know for what!haha..

here's yulin snd chang le

wow..!look at her hair..

random us.

with flesh lights.

blur..

nice..

all of us..

us

i yung trying to kiss chang..

in front of toy city

we pose..

and we pose

and we pose

we pose everywhere

the movie:run papa run

yung the papa,chang the mama,yulin me and suling the daughter

chang le and i yung

changle:dont kiss me pls..
i-yung:haha..here i come..

changle:ok lar ok lar i give u kiss
i-yung:ah........

a pic before chang went home

and a pic before su went home

us in popular

acting mariah but fail i guess..haha

thats all..1 word to discribe FUN

random..

2008-05-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

Today i handed the resigned letter to my manager.he din say anything just say that u wanna resign ar??i just said yes cos i am going to start college soon..my last day is the 15th of May..feel so scared when i hand the letter to Pak..scared also have o give it to him lar..nee way i just have to work for bout 1 more week.after that i just have a rest..but not that a rest mean a few weeks.after that i have to go and find a new job as i need the money in my daily life.i don't depend on mum anymore.!

we went to meijia last Saturday..

bought this watermelon ice cream cost me rm5 le..but its worth it..very nice go try it..

yen yen with her cutie face..just love to pinch her face..haha..

2008-05-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

I have notice his for a long time.but i still don't know how to change it..who know?teach me..
my blog date sometimes is not correct its 1 day slower.that means if i write today's blog which is 02.04.08 it came out 01.04.08.??why like that?and even the time also not correct.
anyway i am in the office now (02.04.08).today Michelle is not at work.she on leave.I'm sitting here all by myself.so sien..try to use office phone to call out also cannot.and the STUPID fax really make me fastrated.wtf..when Michelle is not in the fax sure cannot use wan.don't know its I'm sui or what?but this morning when i use the fax still can use and now i wanna fax to kl it cannot use.haiz..
I'm still thinking of whether i am going to on leave this Monday or not.so lazy to work.should i or should i not take a leave on Monday?but i am gonna resign soon..cos college gonna starts soon.really kin cheong man..haha..
hope everything is going to be OK when college starts.especially i and him.believe is the most important thing for me and him now.!

CJ7 on board

2008-04-25T14:44:00.000+08:00

side ways front

did he look like CJ7 with his hair chang chang.?haha..

saw it when i bring jess for grooming.cute lar.

before grooming

after grooming

she's so hiao wanna take pic with my big bear.

My Bithday..

2008-04-22T13:08:00.000+08:00

20th April.my birthday..and its our 4th year anniversary le.i cant believe it i had a worst birthday ever.so bad luck.but everything gets better later at night.

on the eve of my birthday which is the 19th i 'celebrated' my birthday at glo.thanks for all that have came and thanks for the present.really appreciate it and love it too.haha..and thanks to my Dar who have spend so much on me that day.although its not a great party and a great day.i like it and love it.

hmm..i was too "luckY" for the day.reach glo bout 12 but there is a raid.so sad.so we all underage girls and boys have to wait outside till they finish checking.haiz..till when they have finished checking we went in and got a place which is sucks.every1 were like standing there like a statue.no1 dance and have fun also.all of them like not in the mood.even his friends also..sien nia.

the next morning he came to my house quite early bout 8am.i still feel so sleepy so i slept.woke up at 11 something that time he is still sleeping so i follow mum to fill in petrol in her car.while he still continue sleeping in my house.on the way back mum's car broke down.unfortunately i did not bring my hp out and mum also.i saw a public phone opposite the road and went opposite to call my dad for help.when i get there the phone cant use again i was thinking of how unlucky i am on my big day.so i went in to a shop that sells 'mee ku' and ask them to borrow me their phone.wtf after making the phone call to my dad i was asking the man how much should i pay u.if he is a generous guy he should say never mind.she ask me to pay him 30cents..wtf.then i gave him 40cents and walk away.

damn.it was my birthday i din even get to celebrate with him.just 2 of us.stays at his house.he cooked fried tomyam mi for me for my lunch.so sweet.ahaha..till 7 something we went out to buy my favorite cake tiramusu..haa..while waiting for sis and kheng to come down went to baskin robin to have ice cream cake and ice cream.after that we both couples went to sunrise pizza hut to have pizza.later jun jie and his gf join us.after eating went home.first plan to cut my cake with all of them but they are too busy gambling so i sing to myself,make a wish and blow the candle all by myself..

this is what i had which cooked by my dar.

me with my stupid face

ice-cream that he ordered

ice-cream cake

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now i present U my birthday present

my 18th birthday cake by jun jie and friend.

the grey dress from suling,suling's sis and natalie.

big bear from alvin and friends.

another dress from changle and yulin.

so little nia the present from friends this year.hehe.anyway wanna say thanks to whom who had gave me present which i din expected to get from u all.thank you.!

this is how i celebrated my birthday this year.bad luck what to do..

2008-04-19T08:30:00.000+08:00

its have been a long time since i write my last blog.i din even view on my own page.thing gets settle down by its own and i don't have to think that much anymore.no more college worries..no more worry about him treating me bad..all NO MORE..hehe..

i cant wait for tonight..all of us will be going to glo tonight..so happy..i hope we will have lots of fun there..but unfortunately Kelly and Cheryl cant go..Kelly says she is will wait till she is not underage then only go..haha..and Cheryl i did message her but she dint reply my message..guess she cannot make it..ah..another 1 kit mun she cant go also cos of her mum..her mum will get mad at her if she go..and also i am in her mum's black list..
anyway i am so called celebrating my 18th birthday there..and tomorrow will be my day..so happy..i don't want anyone to ruin my day..or i will kill them and chop them into pieces..hahaha..as if i will do it..i don't dare also.

so,i will update more after tonight and lets see whats is so happening tonight..cant wait for that.

2008-04-15T13:30:00.000+08:00

things gets better now..i dont know he is pretending or what..hope he is not..
my birthday is coming soon..hahaha..hope i will enjoy my birthday party this coming saturday..not party lar just wanna enjoy my birthday with my friends all together..happy me..haha..

2008-04-08T11:07:00.000+08:00

Wendy is preparing the 7 days blog to 1 day blog

will try to update as soon as posible

monday.tuesday.wednesday.thursday.friday.saturday.sunday

2008-04-07T13:46:00.001+08:00

Monday 31th march

Baskin Robin..yippee..
bought lots of ice cream this months..but its all belong to neng..ha ha..
people says eating sweet things will make u happy when u are sad..but i don't feel it also..maybe its too deep d..
after buying the ice cream we went to grandma house downstairs to eat..

neng with his clown cone ice cream

its upside down

Tuesday 1st April

It's April Fool guys..i dint even fool anyone on this day..and dint get fooled by anyone also..lol..went to work as usual..then went home..and its 1st day of the month so went to tesco to pay electric bill with neng and draw some money..and till today i have already spend Rm200 out of Rm300 in 5days..damn going to broke soon..besides plan to go to grandma house after going to tesco..when i got home mum said she is not going to grandma house anymore..and she get mad cos of she waited for me for the whole day d..she really don't understand i have to work and why cant she wait for me..hai..at night i also din go out cos neng slept..so have to stay at home all alone by myself..sien..

Wednesday 2nd April

the day starts on a working day again..the day where it really hurts my heart a lot..arguing is not the way to settle our problem my dear..just stop it and don't argue anymore..by talking to each other in a proper way and try to understand me and try to believe in me is the best way to settle our problem..i love u so much don't u know it??and don't u feel it??how can i lied to the person i love the most..and how can i even take 2 boat on my leg..no way..i cannot do this kinda thing to my love once..its a big NO..i am not that kind of person also..really..i don't know how to prove it to u..n do what to make u believe me..i just know that i dint do any wrong things..that's it..

Thursday 3rd April

went out for lunch with Michelle today..went to red chopstick near our work place to eat..this is the day when his become even more on don't believe me..i don't know why he become like that..he sometimes act like a second person..doesn't look like him..his attitude..the way he treated me..why??i don't even do anything that could hurt him and dint even do anything wrong..i'm so sad when he treat me like that..he do till i don't have the mood to answer him sometimes and i just say yes for everything..if i say no he will say this and that which o feel that i so blurry blur..and innocent..when i dint do it he will say till i did it..every day also say i lie him..I DIN LIE U..what do u want me to do only u can believe me?..

this is Michelle

Friday 4th April
wanted to go pasar malam that nite..but he came to fetch me late..its already 11.30pm when he reached my house..in the end go Starbucks!!then mcd..again its we ague again..how many day must we argue some more??i am trying my best to make u believe in me..anyway..dont wanna talk on this topic anymore..it hurts a lot..finish with that went home..Friday finishes..Saturday is coming up..

my name chop..

Saturday 5th April

ITS SATURDAY...should be going out and enjoy myself..unfortunately no..go round island and then went queensbay to have lunch??dinner??i also don't know??!go back to his house to wait for him finish working..go out again..then went home..no clubbing no nothing..my Saturday has GONE doing nothing..

Sunday 6th April
went to do treatment on my hair and cut my hair with sis..she did rebonding + treatment+cut..its cheap man..cheaper then i do and her hair length its almost the same as mine..its only Rm136..after out hair done we had kfc together..then went home..till night he came to my house to fetch me and we go have steamboat with sis and kheng..planed to watch movie after eating but when we reach gurney gsc its already closed..so early..its only 10 something when we reach there..so we went to batu feringgi..just only 2 of us..

i have cut my hair its shorter now..but on the pic it makes no different..

before

after

'that was the week on what have i done..sienz..the week which are full of sadness and argument..i am still not yet recovered..all i want u to give me for my this coming 18th birthday its just believes and understand..i don't wan anything else..love u forever and always..'

Sega

2008-03-31T14:01:00.000+08:00

went Sega with him last night to have dinner..nothing to say these days..

let the pictures says it all..

CONFIDANTS??BELIEVES??

2008-03-27T14:39:00.000+08:00

BELIEVES??
I have tried my best to do it so but still u cant believe me..how??how??how??cant u tell me what should i do to make u yourself believe me?this topics is really HOT for both of us for bout months..we still need how long to talk on this topic..i don't wanna talk and worry bout it anymore..STOP IT..stop this topic..

CONFIDANTS??
U lost all Ur confident on me?that's why u cant believe me?or what?heard this words from Carey before..
she says: When he dint believe u on what u do and say it means that he scared that 1 day u get snatch by other people n he cant afford to lose u!that's why he always think all the negative things instead or the positive ones..

anyone or someone can u please tell me how to make a person to believe u..
and try to help him to find back his confident on me..
leave me a comment

daily scadues..

2008-03-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

nothing to update lately..

Monday: woke up-->working-->went home-->watch tv-->have a nap-->watch tv-->went out-->sleep
Tuesday: woke up-->working-->went home-->watch tv-->have a nap-->watch tv-->went out-->sleep
Wednesday: woke-->working-->went home-->watch tv-->have a nap-->watch tv-->went out-->sleep
Thursday: woke up-->working-->went home-->watch tv-->have a nap-->watch tv-->went out-->sleep
Friday: woke up-->working-->went home-->watch tv-->have a nap-->watch tv-->went out-->sleep

these repeated on evey weekdays in my today's life..

Saturdays:
not every sure on Saturdays scadue..but mostly:
woke up-->work-->went out have lunch-->went home-->waited him to finish work-->go clubbing-->went home-->sleep

last Satuday:
woke up-->went to work-->went home-->went out for lunch-->went to his house-->have dinner with whole family(dad's birthday)-->went home-->prepare myself(dressed up)-->went paya terubong to fetch suling and her sis-->clubbing

Sundays:
every week is not the same..thins sunday scadue:
woke up-->went to queensbay(eat,play in arcade,watch movie)-->went home-->went out again (have dinner)-->went batu feringgi(bought some cd's)-->went home-->sleep

some pictures that i took on satudays and sundays..

after finish having dinner with family..(thats grandma,mum,sis and dad)

accident

2008-03-19T11:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday..didn't go to work again..caught in an accident when I'm going to work..a motorcycle bang me and i flew off from my bike..and ended up on the floor..and my bike were wow..dint hurt much lar..just a bit here and there but my arms is very painful now..and my ass too..

the story goes like that..

as usual lar..go to work in the morning..there's traffic jam at some roads as that is the sign told me that i am late..anyway i don't care cos i am always the earliest and i have to wait outside for Michelle to come and open the shop..so i dint speed up..

when i reach gelugor near N-park before the traffic light there was a huge traffic jam..i slow down n try to cross over the small little gabs among cars which my motorbike can cross..so i cross over it then about half way though the long road i cant make it to cross the little gab so i try to go to the other lane..when i was about to move out to the inside lane the ah neh (Indian) lady with her fast speed riding motorbike also honk me but she dint show down and i dint stop also bang me down and i flew off..i dint say anything i just stand up and sit beside the road..a friend of the car driver in front of me quickly came down and help..they were so generous 1 took my bike to park at his house and the other 1 drive me home..thanks anyway..
hmm..go back to that ah neh..i dint even scold her but she started scolding me 1st so we ague at the side road..i don't care also..till she have nothing to say..the the man stop us and ask us to exchange phone number.she gave me hers and i gave her mine..i was waiting for the whole day for her to called me but she did not even give me a call..scared of me?ha ha..guess not..

actually both of us also have our wrongs..
me:-
er.....day dreaming away and i dint pay attention when i was driving..when i wanna go to the other lane i dint even have a look 1st see whether is there any motorbike coming..i just straight away go to the other lane till she honk me i also dint have the heart to have a look..maybe on that time i was just thinking or something and my mind was not there..so BANG..
the ah neh:-
she drive her bike so fast for Wat?siao..honk me Dee some more drive so fast have to slow down la..siao ah neh..STUPID..

hai..never mind lar its over..

Random me..

2008-03-17T14:00:00.000+08:00

Studies

2008-03-13T11:08:00.000+08:00

Waited for so many months here come the result of my SPM..my result is so sucks..don't really expect that i got this kind of result..fuck man..expected more..nee way most of them have good results except for me..really sad n down..wanted to cry but TAHAN..guess i didn't work hard enough n too unlucky for that..when i went home mum ask me bout my results..i really don't know how to tell her but i have to tell er also..so i did..in the end mum says i don't got any A's she is not going to continue studying anymore..I'm so sad..hope she will change her mind by giving me continue study..sometimes felt that its so unfair for me n my sis..they get everything they want n i don't have..just a thing that they might not be able to do it doesn't mean i cant do it also OK?i can do it..

All thanks to my Dar for that is always be there by my side when I'm sad..even hug me n kisses me all the times..love u lots..u r the best..

Anyway after taking the stupid result with suling,nicole,cheryl,kitmun,may kwoon n natalie in kissa koyotei..that mk talk non stop at all n her voice were very laud..haha..besides we talk n crap a lot..even laugh till the whole shop is our voice..

here is some pictures when we had lunch

our group pic but left out nicole..she dont wanna take..or it would perfect..

in the toilet..

in the toilet (2)

kit mun n me

Besties

2008-03-06T15:51:00.000+08:00

dear friends..

u all are 1 of the most important people in my life..i don't wanna lose u all as a friend of mine..maybe some of u don't really fell that friends are important but i do..each people attitude is not the same..some of them like to be by their very very close friend..some of them don't even care how u felt just say what is in their mind..some of them wanna show off what they got n from who n who..some even jealous of what u got..n there are many more.

Suling..

we are friends since primary but when we are in primary school we are enemy.when we are in secondary school since form1 we are close friends..from the first say..although there are many argument in these days but we are still close friends..don't we?all our happy days n sad days we all share it together..the longer we know each other or friendship became closer till today..now..every minute our relationship changes..closer..closer n even closer..

i just wanted to tell u that although u don't really how to advice me when I'm down at least u are there to here how sad am i..hahaha..i cant tell u something that i really wanted to tell u cos i don't want u to get hurt..n i don't wanna write it here cos i don't wanna let other people read it cos its a serious thing that its not good for u..all i can say is just take care of yourselves and don't get hurt or either hurt yourselves..

Nicole..

haha..u..haha..a friend that is funny..everything also can talk about..dirty thing?any experience things?funny things?scary things?and many many more..we 2 are real close..u will tell whats in your heart and i do too..u are really straight forward sometimes..haha..straight forward is good..

u have change a lot after u broke up keat..beforeu broke up with keat u are a girl that doesn't here any advice from your friends..i guess u have make a right decision..with Calvin u have change a lot..change to a gooooooooooooooood girl..maybe..haha..know how to think in a positive way already..that's great..i'm very proud of u..

Natalie..

i know our relationship is not that close but i also consider u as my close friend..i don't really understand u but i know at least someone do..that's kait yin..u r closer to her..and i don't know your guys friends so when u are talking bout the guy things all i can do is just sit there and hear..that's all a can do..oh not only that..i also do advice u sometimes. Cheryl..
u the cleverest of all..help me in studies..guess u don't hate anyone as we all do..actually nothing much to say bout u..haha..when i think bout anything to talk bout u i will add it on..haha..anyway..u r the best..

Kit Mun

U are the one who give me lots of troble..haha..dont angry i'm just kidding..i know i'm just helping u..help u to solves lots of problems..ur mum's problem..last time u and yee ming's problems..but now its all over..no more relationship between both of u..sometimes felt that u have choose a right decision..but sometimes no cos yee ming cant do that..she is still staying her old own attitude..seriously u have change a lot since when u broke up with yee ming..

Still remember when u on with yee ming that time?actually when u argue with yee ming that time she sure call me n complain this and that to me..sometimes even cry till cannot stop till i also don't know how to advice her..what i say is 'don't cry lar..don't cry lar nevermind wan lar..tomorrow ko ok liao..' haha..then she starts complaining again..still she stop herself..very bad hor me..don't know how to advice her..anyway its over la..haha..be happy n treat Ur love 1 good..do what u should do..choose the correct choice..

May Kwoon..

last time always say my name when u go out..har..bluff ur mum..very bad..haha..i also got not u only..hehe..u r a friends that is real talkative..u talk non-stop..haha..sometimes when u are angry that time ur face look very black..every1 also know bout it when u are angry..haha..ur face says it all..u very siao wan..flirt here n there..haha..our mums always went out together last time n my mum will always go to ur house also last time..but don't know why now no more d..flirty type girl..enjoy ur flirty days but don't flirt till u forgot bout ur own love..quickly go find a good guy lar..hehe

Chang Le..

A beautiful girl of all..admire u a lot..i know we know each other not long but for me its like very long d..do u still remember when the first day u went in our class u sits just 1 table away from me..later when we get closer u changed placed n we sit together..haha..from that day i treated u as my best friend..i appreciated our friendship so much?how bout u?really wanna know bout opinion!till form5 we still sits together n stick together at all time..haha..still remember pn.Chan always ask us questions in the accounts class without miss..when i don't know the answer u will tell me tell me the answer when u don't know i will tell..haha..when we 2 don't know both stand together..haha..

I don't know why our relationship a day a day become worst..izzit before that we had an argument?if u really read this can u please tell me?u know im really sad n i cried..just becos of the thing that all of us shouldn't ague about!now all is over n i don't hope that our friendship become even worst again..

Yu lin..

u are also the 2nd one that really makes me sad..and it hurts a lot..not to blame u all..i admit i also did hurt u..u said that u r not angry bout me anymore..but i don't know that u still or not in ur heart..although when we asked u out every time u will say cannot n hardly say u can go out with us..seriously say that when i heard that u cant go i will sure be very angry..but for sure if someone always ask u out and u always say cant he/she will sure be very angry wan rite?but i angry also a while nee lar..cos forgot d..don't wanna angry u also..

Hmmmm....or maybe u don't like to go out with us?or really so correctly the date we choose u also got something to do..we all are friends plus me sl,nicole,chang le,natalie, many more..i hope that u will know what i am thinking..n i just want u all to gather when every time i ask u all out..that's it..

Kelly..

u are all among us the most cheerful girl..always laugh..hue..hue..hue..hue...hue..hue..hue..too funny things when u laugh the pig sound will come out..'oooooik'..its fun to talk to u and hang out with u..I'm waiting u to come back from Indonesia..so we can hang out again..haha.. hope to see u soon..love ya..

Yi fei..

although we don't always hang out together but we are still close..u are a secret keeper..haha..till now u r still the 1..maybe among all the friends u r the 1 who knows my things the most..don't know why i can tell u so much things bout me n neng everytime..maybe is because i believe in u..guess u wont blast out my secret that i told u?haha..thanks anyway for keeping so much secret that i told u..

haha.i took 3 days to complete this..all i wanted to tell u all is u r the best..hope that we will stay in a group..love ya...

Saturday..

2008-03-03T14:57:00.000+08:00

Went to work straight away plant my ass on my chair..nothing much to do at all..then i start dreaming again..while waiting for the time to come..hahaha..12.30pm stricks..yeah..quickly pack n went back..again went out at bout 2 something..went to take his friend then prangin together..bought a pair of shoe from vincci..just bought a pair of shoe then went back to his house..so damn bored..at first thought that its just a boring day cos of not going anywhere..but later at nite..hahaha..went clubbing with neng n friends..asked suling wanna go not but she said she's not going to come out anymore cos its too late..never mind we will go again next time..nothing much about this day the only thing is when i wanted to go back from glo i saw some one's bf..he asked me not to tell her he went there..but his gf is my friend..how?how?how?wanna say it out?or not?really don't know how to make my decision..argh..sometimes it's really hard for a person to keep a secret where the people u lie is your own friend..haiz..what to do..n what should i do?

before going glo

sad feelings..

2008-02-28T11:58:00.000+08:00

Our relationship has become better since i keep on letting u go everywhere u want to..stay with Ur friends without saying anything..i don't wanna be such a bad gf as many ppl do..but u have already over limit..u din even care about me n climb on top of me..do u know how sad am i?how disappointed?how worry?i keep on avoiding when we starts to ague..i don't wan our relationship to be as bad as last time..but u din care bout our relationship n even keep on pin pointing me to do this and that (i don't mind actually)..the only thing i care about is:-

u like to tease me as u called it as 'just joking' this is not a word to joke about..u thought that I'm a PRO or a bitch?I'm not that kinda person don't u know bout it?we are lovers since 4 years ago..I'm Ur gf..duh..u know i don't like it..when every time u say it i was like what the fuck why cant u stop saying me..why must u say Ur own gf like that?i really don't understand..
I'm just an ordinary person who always stays by Ur side:-to support u..always there for u..izzit not enough for u?i have given u everything u want,ask and hope to..u cant be so greedy till i have to follow all Ur instructions..i don't mind follow what u say but it must be a reasonable ones..n u ask ppl to hear what u say why cant u hear what i say..i know u got but not that much..like i ask u to call me u also din call me at all..it's just a simple thing why cant u do it?i just wanna ask u feel that i treat u not good enough?or what?can u pls tell me..?i really wanna know bout it..
By the way i know i am very small gas but as u on with me u know about it rite?girls are like that don't u think so?cant u make me happy..i want us to be happy..don't want always ague about all the small small things..wanted to have happy life with u..i know u can do it..n i do want to make u happy too..
all the things that i wanted to say i don't have chance to say cos u don't really pay attention when i'm talking to u..or sometimes u also din hear at all like i'm talking to nobody..that's why u say i din tell u (means lie to u).n sometimes i talk to u but after a few days when i say the same thing to u that time u say i din say it to u before n we ended up arguing again..

i hope that u will understand me whats in my heart..what im thinking..if i have done anything wrong i just wantted to say i'm sorry..love u..

Belated blog

2008-02-21T15:16:00.000+08:00

Haven write blog for so many says d..have nothing to say bout the weekdays..

will start on the weekend:

Saturday

As usual working in the morning till 12.30pm..then went gurney..saw ai chia in the gurney car park but i guess she din recognise me anymore..first thing we did when we reach gurney was to go to the cinema to buy movie tickets..while waiting for jun kit n his gf to come we went to have our late lunch at fish n co.the new york fish n chips n the town fish n chips really makes no different only the new york 1 have a little new york flag on it..but the price is different..wth..nvm it's over..it's time for movie..so watch our 1st movie of the day CJ7..finish movie bout 8 something we have our dinner in AMW while waiting the time for our 2nd show..that was Kungfu Dunk at 9.45pm..after finish watch movie went to his house n went home bout 12something cos he wanna sleep d..

Sunday

Hahaha..Sunday is always my day..get to rest n sleep till late..woke up bout 12something n had a bath then went out to prangin with him n jun kit again..had sushi king as our lunch n go for a window shopping..wanted do buy a photo frame but it's not nice so at last didn't buy anything n went back to his house again..thought it was a happy Sunday but it came out with a very boring day..haiz..real bored..also the same went home early that day..

Din take any pic bout my last weekend..will try to take more next time..