Christmas

this year Christmas was horrible..
know what i argue with him on the eve when we were in Gurney..
beside other than arguing with him thats nothing much in Gurney this year.
no more happening things and its getting bored each year..
guess next year i would considered of going or not.
by the way Christmas is going to end in few hours time and i did not celebrate with anyone.
as for him i have mention earlier i argue with him and i am not in the mood to talk to him although he came over to find me.
i admit that i was kinda cool while talking to him today.
he will be going to KL with his friends later.in 1 or 2 hours time.
i dont get to follow him there.i really wanted to go.nevermind.i still have chance to go.
i will be by myself for 2 days.no outing no dating no nothing.
i have already started to miss him tough its just a 2 days trip.
he have never leave me alone before and went to a trip with his friends.this is the first time.
although i still got a little angry cos of u gave me a bad Christmas eve and day.
i will also miss him.when he is not with me this 2 days.
by the way i still dont have any plan for tomorrow and saturday.
will be kinda bored staying at home doing nothing.
still thinking of who can go out with me not only tomorrow but also saturday.
Merry Christmas everyone.!

take care and have fun dar..love u lots.

Our college have a blood donation campaign this week (16.12.08-18.12.08).
I am the member of the FAU club.
yea i know no one will believe i am the member of the first aid unit..lalalala..
at first thinking of donating blood but then when i am there looking at people donating blood they took so much blood from your body..
and i saw people fainting after donating..scared me only thats why i dont dare to donate.haha..
did not take any pictures in the campaign.
this week miss a lot of class too.only went to lecturer class the rest skip.
anyway went to Gurney with cheng yih and lay yan 2 days ago when we were on duty we ran out..
went the to eat lunch and have a walk make fun of ourselves..
took lots of pictures but only a few are in my phone the rest is with lay yan.
most of all i really have fun this week in college.


Pictures in Gurney:

i am lazy to blog nowadays..
and my comp is so slow making me so pek chek when using it..
tomorrow i'll be having a small test (half and hour) in college..
wasting my time go till so far just for the half and hour test..
anyway after the test we will be going to Queensbay with my classmates..
will be going there by bus..the 1st time le..
from college to queensbay..
will just go and shop for clothes if there is any to buy there.
ok i'm going to sleep..
nitez..

I don't know why

I don't know why am i thinking alot..
I don't know why am i only think of those sad days we had..
I don't know why am i thinking of sad days instead of the happy ones..
I really don't know why am i acting like that nowadays..
I have forgotten when is our happy days..
Izzit months ago or just weeks ago or either days ago..?
Do i really have problem.?
Do i think to much already.?
Why am i like that.?
Help..!