Sega

went Sega with him last night to have dinner..nothing to say these days..

let the pictures says it all..

CONFIDANTS??BELIEVES??

BELIEVES??
I have tried my best to do it so but still u cant believe me..how??how??how??cant u tell me what should i do to make u yourself believe me?this topics is really HOT for both of us for bout months..we still need how long to talk on this topic..i don't wanna talk and worry bout it anymore..STOP IT..stop this topic..

CONFIDANTS??
U lost all Ur confident on me?that's why u cant believe me?or what?heard this words from Carey before..
she says: When he dint believe u on what u do and say it means that he scared that 1 day u get snatch by other people n he cant afford to lose u!that's why he always think all the negative things instead or the positive ones..

anyone or someone can u please tell me how to make a person to believe u..
and try to help him to find back his confident on me..
leave me a comment

daily scadues..

nothing to update lately..

Monday: woke up-->working-->went home-->watch tv-->have a nap-->watch tv-->went out-->sleep
Tuesday: woke up-->working-->went home-->watch tv-->have a nap-->watch tv-->went out-->sleep
Wednesday: woke-->working-->went home-->watch tv-->have a nap-->watch tv-->went out-->sleep
Thursday: woke up-->working-->went home-->watch tv-->have a nap-->watch tv-->went out-->sleep
Friday: woke up-->working-->went home-->watch tv-->have a nap-->watch tv-->went out-->sleep

these repeated on evey weekdays in my today's life..

Saturdays:
not every sure on Saturdays scadue..but mostly:
woke up-->work-->went out have lunch-->went home-->waited him to finish work-->go clubbing-->went home-->sleep

last Satuday:
woke up-->went to work-->went home-->went out for lunch-->went to his house-->have dinner with whole family(dad's birthday)-->went home-->prepare myself(dressed up)-->went paya terubong to fetch suling and her sis-->clubbing

Sundays:
every week is not the same..thins sunday scadue:
woke up-->went to queensbay(eat,play in arcade,watch movie)-->went home-->went out again (have dinner)-->went batu feringgi(bought some cd's)-->went home-->sleep

some pictures that i took on satudays and sundays..

after finish having dinner with family..(thats grandma,mum,sis and dad)

accident

yesterday..didn't go to work again..caught in an accident when I'm going to work..a motorcycle bang me and i flew off from my bike..and ended up on the floor..and my bike were wow..dint hurt much lar..just a bit here and there but my arms is very painful now..and my ass too..

the story goes like that..

as usual lar..go to work in the morning..there's traffic jam at some roads as that is the sign told me that i am late..anyway i don't care cos i am always the earliest and i have to wait outside for Michelle to come and open the shop..so i dint speed up..

when i reach gelugor near N-park before the traffic light there was a huge traffic jam..i slow down n try to cross over the small little gabs among cars which my motorbike can cross..so i cross over it then about half way though the long road i cant make it to cross the little gab so i try to go to the other lane..when i was about to move out to the inside lane the ah neh (Indian) lady with her fast speed riding motorbike also honk me but she dint show down and i dint stop also bang me down and i flew off..i dint say anything i just stand up and sit beside the road..a friend of the car driver in front of me quickly came down and help..they were so generous 1 took my bike to park at his house and the other 1 drive me home..thanks anyway..
hmm..go back to that ah neh..i dint even scold her but she started scolding me 1st so we ague at the side road..i don't care also..till she have nothing to say..the the man stop us and ask us to exchange phone number.she gave me hers and i gave her mine..i was waiting for the whole day for her to called me but she did not even give me a call..scared of me?ha ha..guess not..


actually both of us also have our wrongs..
me:-
er.....day dreaming away and i dint pay attention when i was driving..when i wanna go to the other lane i dint even have a look 1st see whether is there any motorbike coming..i just straight away go to the other lane till she honk me i also dint have the heart to have a look..maybe on that time i was just thinking or something and my mind was not there..so BANG..
the ah neh:-
she drive her bike so fast for Wat?siao..honk me Dee some more drive so fast have to slow down la..siao ah neh..STUPID..

hai..never mind lar its over..

Random me..

Studies

Waited for so many months here come the result of my SPM..my result is so sucks..don't really expect that i got this kind of result..fuck man..expected more..nee way most of them have good results except for me..really sad n down..wanted to cry but TAHAN..guess i didn't work hard enough n too unlucky for that..when i went home mum ask me bout my results..i really don't know how to tell her but i have to tell er also..so i did..in the end mum says i don't got any A's she is not going to continue studying anymore..I'm so sad..hope she will change her mind by giving me continue study..sometimes felt that its so unfair for me n my sis..they get everything they want n i don't have..just a thing that they might not be able to do it doesn't mean i cant do it also OK?i can do it..

All thanks to my Dar for that is always be there by my side when I'm sad..even hug me n kisses me all the times..love u lots..u r the best..

Anyway after taking the stupid result with suling,nicole,cheryl,kitmun,may kwoon n natalie in kissa koyotei..that mk talk non stop at all n her voice were very laud..haha..besides we talk n crap a lot..even laugh till the whole shop is our voice..

here is some pictures when we had lunch

our group pic but left out nicole..she dont wanna take..or it would perfect..

in the toilet..

in the toilet (2)

kit mun n me

Besties

dear friends..

u all are 1 of the most important people in my life..i don't wanna lose u all as a friend of mine..maybe some of u don't really fell that friends are important but i do..each people attitude is not the same..some of them like to be by their very very close friend..some of them don't even care how u felt just say what is in their mind..some of them wanna show off what they got n from who n who..some even jealous of what u got..n there are many more.

Suling..

we are friends since primary but when we are in primary school we are enemy.when we are in secondary school since form1 we are close friends..from the first say..although there are many argument in these days but we are still close friends..don't we?all our happy days n sad days we all share it together..the longer we know each other or friendship became closer till today..now..every minute our relationship changes..closer..closer n even closer..

i just wanted to tell u that although u don't really how to advice me when I'm down at least u are there to here how sad am i..hahaha..i cant tell u something that i really wanted to tell u cos i don't want u to get hurt..n i don't wanna write it here cos i don't wanna let other people read it cos its a serious thing that its not good for u..all i can say is just take care of yourselves and don't get hurt or either hurt yourselves..

Nicole..

haha..u..haha..a friend that is funny..everything also can talk about..dirty thing?any experience things?funny things?scary things?and many many more..we 2 are real close..u will tell whats in your heart and i do too..u are really straight forward sometimes..haha..straight forward is good..

u have change a lot after u broke up keat..beforeu broke up with keat u are a girl that doesn't here any advice from your friends..i guess u have make a right decision..with Calvin u have change a lot..change to a gooooooooooooooood girl..maybe..haha..know how to think in a positive way already..that's great..i'm very proud of u..

Natalie..

i know our relationship is not that close but i also consider u as my close friend..i don't really understand u but i know at least someone do..that's kait yin..u r closer to her..and i don't know your guys friends so when u are talking bout the guy things all i can do is just sit there and hear..that's all a can do..oh not only that..i also do advice u sometimes. Cheryl..
u the cleverest of all..help me in studies..guess u don't hate anyone as we all do..actually nothing much to say bout u..haha..when i think bout anything to talk bout u i will add it on..haha..anyway..u r the best..

Kit Mun

U are the one who give me lots of troble..haha..dont angry i'm just kidding..i know i'm just helping u..help u to solves lots of problems..ur mum's problem..last time u and yee ming's problems..but now its all over..no more relationship between both of u..sometimes felt that u have choose a right decision..but sometimes no cos yee ming cant do that..she is still staying her old own attitude..seriously u have change a lot since when u broke up with yee ming..

Still remember when u on with yee ming that time?actually when u argue with yee ming that time she sure call me n complain this and that to me..sometimes even cry till cannot stop till i also don't know how to advice her..what i say is 'don't cry lar..don't cry lar nevermind wan lar..tomorrow ko ok liao..' haha..then she starts complaining again..still she stop herself..very bad hor me..don't know how to advice her..anyway its over la..haha..be happy n treat Ur love 1 good..do what u should do..choose the correct choice..

May Kwoon..

last time always say my name when u go out..har..bluff ur mum..very bad..haha..i also got not u only..hehe..u r a friends that is real talkative..u talk non-stop..haha..sometimes when u are angry that time ur face look very black..every1 also know bout it when u are angry..haha..ur face says it all..u very siao wan..flirt here n there..haha..our mums always went out together last time n my mum will always go to ur house also last time..but don't know why now no more d..flirty type girl..enjoy ur flirty days but don't flirt till u forgot bout ur own love..quickly go find a good guy lar..hehe

Chang Le..

A beautiful girl of all..admire u a lot..i know we know each other not long but for me its like very long d..do u still remember when the first day u went in our class u sits just 1 table away from me..later when we get closer u changed placed n we sit together..haha..from that day i treated u as my best friend..i appreciated our friendship so much?how bout u?really wanna know bout opinion!till form5 we still sits together n stick together at all time..haha..still remember pn.Chan always ask us questions in the accounts class without miss..when i don't know the answer u will tell me tell me the answer when u don't know i will tell..haha..when we 2 don't know both stand together..haha..

I don't know why our relationship a day a day become worst..izzit before that we had an argument?if u really read this can u please tell me?u know im really sad n i cried..just becos of the thing that all of us shouldn't ague about!now all is over n i don't hope that our friendship become even worst again..

Yu lin..

u are also the 2nd one that really makes me sad..and it hurts a lot..not to blame u all..i admit i also did hurt u..u said that u r not angry bout me anymore..but i don't know that u still or not in ur heart..although when we asked u out every time u will say cannot n hardly say u can go out with us..seriously say that when i heard that u cant go i will sure be very angry..but for sure if someone always ask u out and u always say cant he/she will sure be very angry wan rite?but i angry also a while nee lar..cos forgot d..don't wanna angry u also..

Hmmmm....or maybe u don't like to go out with us?or really so correctly the date we choose u also got something to do..we all are friends plus me sl,nicole,chang le,natalie, many more..i hope that u will know what i am thinking..n i just want u all to gather when every time i ask u all out..that's it..

Kelly..

u are all among us the most cheerful girl..always laugh..hue..hue..hue..hue...hue..hue..hue..too funny things when u laugh the pig sound will come out..'oooooik'..its fun to talk to u and hang out with u..I'm waiting u to come back from Indonesia..so we can hang out again..haha.. hope to see u soon..love ya..

Yi fei..

although we don't always hang out together but we are still close..u are a secret keeper..haha..till now u r still the 1..maybe among all the friends u r the 1 who knows my things the most..don't know why i can tell u so much things bout me n neng everytime..maybe is because i believe in u..guess u wont blast out my secret that i told u?haha..thanks anyway for keeping so much secret that i told u..

haha.i took 3 days to complete this..all i wanted to tell u all is u r the best..hope that we will stay in a group..love ya...

Saturday..

Went to work straight away plant my ass on my chair..nothing much to do at all..then i start dreaming again..while waiting for the time to come..hahaha..12.30pm stricks..yeah..quickly pack n went back..again went out at bout 2 something..went to take his friend then prangin together..bought a pair of shoe from vincci..just bought a pair of shoe then went back to his house..so damn bored..at first thought that its just a boring day cos of not going anywhere..but later at nite..hahaha..went clubbing with neng n friends..asked suling wanna go not but she said she's not going to come out anymore cos its too late..never mind we will go again next time..nothing much about this day the only thing is when i wanted to go back from glo i saw some one's bf..he asked me not to tell her he went there..but his gf is my friend..how?how?how?wanna say it out?or not?really don't know how to make my decision..argh..sometimes it's really hard for a person to keep a secret where the people u lie is your own friend..haiz..what to do..n what should i do?

before going glo