sad feelings..

Our relationship has become better since i keep on letting u go everywhere u want to..stay with Ur friends without saying anything..i don't wanna be such a bad gf as many ppl do..but u have already over limit..u din even care about me n climb on top of me..do u know how sad am i?how disappointed?how worry?i keep on avoiding when we starts to ague..i don't wan our relationship to be as bad as last time..but u din care bout our relationship n even keep on pin pointing me to do this and that (i don't mind actually)..the only thing i care about is:-

1. u like to tease me as u called it as 'just joking' this is not a word to joke about..u thought that I'm a PRO or a bitch?I'm not that kinda person don't u know bout it?we are lovers since 4 years ago..I'm Ur gf..duh..u know i don't like it..when every time u say it i was like what the fuck why cant u stop saying me..why must u say Ur own gf like that?i really don't understand..
2. I'm just an ordinary person who always stays by Ur side:-to support u..always there for u..izzit not enough for u?i have given u everything u want,ask and hope to..u cant be so greedy till i have to follow all Ur instructions..i don't mind follow what u say but it must be a reasonable ones..n u ask ppl to hear what u say why cant u hear what i say..i know u got but not that much..like i ask u to call me u also din call me at all..it's just a simple thing why cant u do it?i just wanna ask u feel that i treat u not good enough?or what?can u pls tell me..?i really wanna know bout it..
3. By the way i know i am very small gas but as u on with me u know about it rite?girls are like that don't u think so?cant u make me happy..i want us to be happy..don't want always ague about all the small small things..wanted to have happy life with u..i know u can do it..n i do want to make u happy too..
4. all the things that i wanted to say i don't have chance to say cos u don't really pay attention when i'm talking to u..or sometimes u also din hear at all like i'm talking to nobody..that's why u say i din tell u (means lie to u).n sometimes i talk to u but after a few days when i say the same thing to u that time u say i din say it to u before n we ended up arguing again..

i hope that u will understand me whats in my heart..what im thinking..if i have done anything wrong i just wantted to say i'm sorry..love u..

Belated blog

Haven write blog for so many says d..have nothing to say bout the weekdays..

will start on the weekend:

Saturday

As usual working in the morning till 12.30pm..then went gurney..saw ai chia in the gurney car park but i guess she din recognise me anymore..first thing we did when we reach gurney was to go to the cinema to buy movie tickets..while waiting for jun kit n his gf to come we went to have our late lunch at fish n co.the new york fish n chips n the town fish n chips really makes no different only the new york 1 have a little new york flag on it..but the price is different..wth..nvm it's over..it's time for movie..so watch our 1st movie of the day CJ7..finish movie bout 8 something we have our dinner in AMW while waiting the time for our 2nd show..that was Kungfu Dunk at 9.45pm..after finish watch movie went to his house n went home bout 12something cos he wanna sleep d..

Sunday

Hahaha..Sunday is always my day..get to rest n sleep till late..woke up bout 12something n had a bath then went out to prangin with him n jun kit again..had sushi king as our lunch n go for a window shopping..wanted do buy a photo frame but it's not nice so at last didn't buy anything n went back to his house again..thought it was a happy Sunday but it came out with a very boring day..haiz..real bored..also the same went home early that day..

Din take any pic bout my last weekend..will try to take more next time..

1st blog

Start working for 4 days already..1st day of work doing nothing till today get a little busy i mean little till i get bored of sitting in front of the comp..sitting n dreaming away all day long when there's nothing to do..n get regretted of stop working at kissa koyotei as a waitress..there have friends n never get bored n it's fun working there..i really enjoy that 1 month of working over there..don't know why i can make this kind of decision..really regret regret..argh....i wanna go back there..haiz..

Today early in the morning woke up at 8a.m. went to neng house n woke him up..but he said he had a bad headache can't follow me to KWSP so i went myself..went there the receptionist i must have a photocopy of my ic only i can open an account..i don't have it so straight go to RHB bank to open an account..again when i reach there the banker said i also cannot open an account cos of my mycard cips cannot connect..get a little bit of frustrated but a little thing make my frustration gone..haha..i make a "master card" ..then went working..

now here blogging away cos come home really early..a day by a day he treated me very cool..i don't know what have just happen to us already..I'm so worry bout our relationship..i really don't wanna lose him..

my sitting place in office

me in office..