sad feelings..

Our relationship has become better since i keep on letting u go everywhere u want to..stay with Ur friends without saying anything..i don't wanna be such a bad gf as many ppl do..but u have already over limit..u din even care about me n climb on top of me..do u know how sad am i?how disappointed?how worry?i keep on avoiding when we starts to ague..i don't wan our relationship to be as bad as last time..but u din care bout our relationship n even keep on pin pointing me to do this and that (i don't mind actually)..the only thing i care about is:-

1. u like to tease me as u called it as 'just joking' this is not a word to joke about..u thought that I'm a PRO or a bitch?I'm not that kinda person don't u know bout it?we are lovers since 4 years ago..I'm Ur gf..duh..u know i don't like it..when every time u say it i was like what the fuck why cant u stop saying me..why must u say Ur own gf like that?i really don't understand..
2. I'm just an ordinary person who always stays by Ur side:-to support u..always there for u..izzit not enough for u?i have given u everything u want,ask and hope to..u cant be so greedy till i have to follow all Ur instructions..i don't mind follow what u say but it must be a reasonable ones..n u ask ppl to hear what u say why cant u hear what i say..i know u got but not that much..like i ask u to call me u also din call me at all..it's just a simple thing why cant u do it?i just wanna ask u feel that i treat u not good enough?or what?can u pls tell me..?i really wanna know bout it..
3. By the way i know i am very small gas but as u on with me u know about it rite?girls are like that don't u think so?cant u make me happy..i want us to be happy..don't want always ague about all the small small things..wanted to have happy life with u..i know u can do it..n i do want to make u happy too..
4. all the things that i wanted to say i don't have chance to say cos u don't really pay attention when i'm talking to u..or sometimes u also din hear at all like i'm talking to nobody..that's why u say i din tell u (means lie to u).n sometimes i talk to u but after a few days when i say the same thing to u that time u say i din say it to u before n we ended up arguing again..

i hope that u will understand me whats in my heart..what im thinking..if i have done anything wrong i just wantted to say i'm sorry..love u..