CJ7 on board

side ways front

did he look like CJ7 with his hair chang chang.?haha..

saw it when i bring jess for grooming.cute lar.

before grooming

after grooming

she's so hiao wanna take pic with my big bear.

My Bithday..

20th April.my birthday..and its our 4th year anniversary le.i cant believe it i had a worst birthday ever.so bad luck.but everything gets better later at night.

on the eve of my birthday which is the 19th i 'celebrated' my birthday at glo.thanks for all that have came and thanks for the present.really appreciate it and love it too.haha..and thanks to my Dar who have spend so much on me that day.although its not a great party and a great day.i like it and love it.

hmm..i was too "luckY" for the day.reach glo bout 12 but there is a raid.so sad.so we all underage girls and boys have to wait outside till they finish checking.haiz..till when they have finished checking we went in and got a place which is sucks.every1 were like standing there like a statue.no1 dance and have fun also.all of them like not in the mood.even his friends also..sien nia.

the next morning he came to my house quite early bout 8am.i still feel so sleepy so i slept.woke up at 11 something that time he is still sleeping so i follow mum to fill in petrol in her car.while he still continue sleeping in my house.on the way back mum's car broke down.unfortunately i did not bring my hp out and mum also.i saw a public phone opposite the road and went opposite to call my dad for help.when i get there the phone cant use again i was thinking of how unlucky i am on my big day.so i went in to a shop that sells 'mee ku' and ask them to borrow me their phone.wtf after making the phone call to my dad i was asking the man how much should i pay u.if he is a generous guy he should say never mind.she ask me to pay him 30cents..wtf.then i gave him 40cents and walk away.

damn.it was my birthday i din even get to celebrate with him.just 2 of us.stays at his house.he cooked fried tomyam mi for me for my lunch.so sweet.ahaha..till 7 something we went out to buy my favorite cake tiramusu..haa..while waiting for sis and kheng to come down went to baskin robin to have ice cream cake and ice cream.after that we both couples went to sunrise pizza hut to have pizza.later jun jie and his gf join us.after eating went home.first plan to cut my cake with all of them but they are too busy gambling so i sing to myself,make a wish and blow the candle all by myself..

this is what i had which cooked by my dar.

me with my stupid face

ice-cream that he ordered

ice-cream cake

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now i present U my birthday present

my 18th birthday cake by jun jie and friend.

the grey dress from suling,suling's sis and natalie.

big bear from alvin and friends.

another dress from changle and yulin.

so little nia the present from friends this year.hehe.anyway wanna say thanks to whom who had gave me present which i din expected to get from u all.thank you.!

this is how i celebrated my birthday this year.bad luck what to do..

its have been a long time since i write my last blog.i din even view on my own page.thing gets settle down by its own and i don't have to think that much anymore.no more college worries..no more worry about him treating me bad..all NO MORE..hehe..

i cant wait for tonight..all of us will be going to glo tonight..so happy..i hope we will have lots of fun there..but unfortunately Kelly and Cheryl cant go..Kelly says she is will wait till she is not underage then only go..haha..and Cheryl i did message her but she dint reply my message..guess she cannot make it..ah..another 1 kit mun she cant go also cos of her mum..her mum will get mad at her if she go..and also i am in her mum's black list..
anyway i am so called celebrating my 18th birthday there..and tomorrow will be my day..so happy..i don't want anyone to ruin my day..or i will kill them and chop them into pieces..hahaha..as if i will do it..i don't dare also.

so,i will update more after tonight and lets see whats is so happening tonight..cant wait for that.

things gets better now..i dont know he is pretending or what..hope he is not..
my birthday is coming soon..hahaha..hope i will enjoy my birthday party this coming saturday..not party lar just wanna enjoy my birthday with my friends all together..happy me..haha..

Wendy is preparing the 7 days blog to 1 day blog



will try to update as soon as posible

monday.tuesday.wednesday.thursday.friday.saturday.sunday

Monday 31th march

Baskin Robin..yippee..
bought lots of ice cream this months..but its all belong to neng..ha ha..
people says eating sweet things will make u happy when u are sad..but i don't feel it also..maybe its too deep d..
after buying the ice cream we went to grandma house downstairs to eat..

neng with his clown cone ice cream

its upside down

Tuesday 1st April

It's April Fool guys..i dint even fool anyone on this day..and dint get fooled by anyone also..lol..went to work as usual..then went home..and its 1st day of the month so went to tesco to pay electric bill with neng and draw some money..and till today i have already spend Rm200 out of Rm300 in 5days..damn going to broke soon..besides plan to go to grandma house after going to tesco..when i got home mum said she is not going to grandma house anymore..and she get mad cos of she waited for me for the whole day d..she really don't understand i have to work and why cant she wait for me..hai..at night i also din go out cos neng slept..so have to stay at home all alone by myself..sien..

Wednesday 2nd April

the day starts on a working day again..the day where it really hurts my heart a lot..arguing is not the way to settle our problem my dear..just stop it and don't argue anymore..by talking to each other in a proper way and try to understand me and try to believe in me is the best way to settle our problem..i love u so much don't u know it??and don't u feel it??how can i lied to the person i love the most..and how can i even take 2 boat on my leg..no way..i cannot do this kinda thing to my love once..its a big NO..i am not that kind of person also..really..i don't know how to prove it to u..n do what to make u believe me..i just know that i dint do any wrong things..that's it..


Thursday 3rd April

went out for lunch with Michelle today..went to red chopstick near our work place to eat..this is the day when his become even more on don't believe me..i don't know why he become like that..he sometimes act like a second person..doesn't look like him..his attitude..the way he treated me..why??i don't even do anything that could hurt him and dint even do anything wrong..i'm so sad when he treat me like that..he do till i don't have the mood to answer him sometimes and i just say yes for everything..if i say no he will say this and that which o feel that i so blurry blur..and innocent..when i dint do it he will say till i did it..every day also say i lie him..I DIN LIE U..what do u want me to do only u can believe me?..

this is Michelle

Friday 4th April
wanted to go pasar malam that nite..but he came to fetch me late..its already 11.30pm when he reached my house..in the end go Starbucks!!then mcd..again its we ague again..how many day must we argue some more??i am trying my best to make u believe in me..anyway..dont wanna talk on this topic anymore..it hurts a lot..finish with that went home..Friday finishes..Saturday is coming up..

my name chop..

Saturday 5th April

ITS SATURDAY...should be going out and enjoy myself..unfortunately no..go round island and then went queensbay to have lunch??dinner??i also don't know??!go back to his house to wait for him finish working..go out again..then went home..no clubbing no nothing..my Saturday has GONE doing nothing..

Sunday 6th April
went to do treatment on my hair and cut my hair with sis..she did rebonding + treatment+cut..its cheap man..cheaper then i do and her hair length its almost the same as mine..its only Rm136..after out hair done we had kfc together..then went home..till night he came to my house to fetch me and we go have steamboat with sis and kheng..planed to watch movie after eating but when we reach gurney gsc its already closed..so early..its only 10 something when we reach there..so we went to batu feringgi..just only 2 of us..

i have cut my hair its shorter now..but on the pic it makes no different..

before

after

'that was the week on what have i done..sienz..the week which are full of sadness and argument..i am still not yet recovered..all i want u to give me for my this coming 18th birthday its just believes and understand..i don't wan anything else..love u forever and always..'