Baskin Robin..yippee..
bought lots of ice cream this months..but its all belong to neng..ha ha..
people says eating sweet things will make u happy when u are sad..but i don't feel it also..maybe its too deep d..
after buying the ice cream we went to grandma house downstairs to eat..
neng with his clown cone ice cream
its upside down
Tuesday 1st April
It's April Fool guys..i dint even fool anyone on this day..and dint get fooled by anyone also..lol..went to work as usual..then went home..and its 1st day of the month so went to tesco to pay electric bill with neng and draw some money..and till today i have already spend Rm200 out of Rm300 in 5days..damn going to broke soon..besides plan to go to grandma house after going to tesco..when i got home mum said she is not going to grandma house anymore..and she get mad cos of she waited for me for the whole day d..she really don't understand i have to work and why cant she wait for me..hai..at night i also din go out cos neng slept..so have to stay at home all alone by myself..sien..
Wednesday 2nd April
the day starts on a working day again..the day where it really hurts my heart a lot..arguing is not the way to settle our problem my dear..just stop it and don't argue anymore..by talking to each other in a proper way and try to understand me and try to believe in me is the best way to settle our problem..i love u so much don't u know it??and don't u feel it??how can i lied to the person i love the most..and how can i even take 2 boat on my leg..no way..i cannot do this kinda thing to my love once..its a big NO..i am not that kind of person also..really..i don't know how to prove it to u..n do what to make u believe me..i just know that i dint do any wrong things..that's it..
Thursday 3rd April
went out for lunch with Michelle today..went to red chopstick near our work place to eat..this is the day when his become even more on don't believe me..i don't know why he become like that..he sometimes act like a second person..doesn't look like him..his attitude..the way he treated me..why??i don't even do anything that could hurt him and dint even do anything wrong..i'm so sad when he treat me like that..he do till i don't have the mood to answer him sometimes and i just say yes for everything..if i say no he will say this and that which o feel that i so blurry blur..and innocent..when i dint do it he will say till i did it..every day also say i lie him..I DIN LIE U..what do u want me to do only u can believe me?..
this is Michelle
Friday 4th April
wanted to go pasar malam that nite..but he came to fetch me late..its already 11.30pm when he reached my house..in the end go Starbucks!!then mcd..again its we ague again..how many day must we argue some more??i am trying my best to make u believe in me..anyway..dont wanna talk on this topic anymore..it hurts a lot..finish with that went home..Friday finishes..Saturday is coming up..
my name chop..
Saturday 5th April
ITS SATURDAY...should be going out and enjoy myself..unfortunately no..go round island and then went queensbay to have lunch??dinner??i also don't know??!go back to his house to wait for him finish working..go out again..then went home..no clubbing no nothing..my Saturday has GONE doing nothing..
went to do treatment on my hair and cut my hair with sis..she did rebonding + treatment+cut..its cheap man..cheaper then i do and her hair length its almost the same as mine..its only Rm136..after out hair done we had kfc together..then went home..till night he came to my house to fetch me and we go have steamboat with sis and kheng..planed to watch movie after eating but when we reach gurney gsc its already closed..so early..its only 10 something when we reach there..so we went to batu feringgi..just only 2 of us..
i have cut my hair its shorter now..but on the pic it makes no different..
before
after
'that was the week on what have i done..sienz..the week which are full of sadness and argument..i am still not yet recovered..all i want u to give me for my this coming 18th birthday its just believes and understand..i don't wan anything else..love u forever and always..'
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