hearts Break

convo with Nicole

nicole says:
again ma????
aiyo....
dun sad...
wendy says:
what?
nicole says:
his friends r more important
hmm..
u go to de open ceremony??
wendy says:
get use to it liao la..
really cheng sim d..
no la..
nicole says:
aiyo..
dun depend on him so much...
u go ur way..
he go his way..
hmm..
wendy says:
i din depand on him also d..
nicole says:
say only la..
myself also cant
wendy says:
i get use to be on my own liao ok
nicole says:
good..
wendy says:
he sometimes also forget me d wan la..
nicole says:
den u ma wont care him dee ma.
forget??
whole day din contact u?
wendy says:
i also dont know la..
the whole day din call me wait till i call him
nicole says:
wah...
not even sms ar?
wendy says:
no
nothing at all.
ho liao leh..
calvin also din do like that right
nicole says:
no....
at least got msg me few la..
few only u noe
wendy says:
few better than none
mine is none
then if i din call him at all the whole day at night he sure call and ask why i din call him..
nicole says:
walau...
u must call him la...
hami lai...
wendy says:
why should i call him when he din even call me
nicole says:
yes lo...
he very busy mer?
wendy says:
i dont know la..
he say he is busy..
but i dont know what is he doing also.
nicole says:
he working kua
wendy says:
i dont know la..
i dont wanna know also..
sometimes i fell so boh kam buan
nicole says:
y le??
he not got others la...
aiyo....
wendy says:
i dont know la
nicole says:
u can let him go mer?
wendy says:
i dont know how to express my feeling when i am soppose to.
i dont know how to tell him how i feel
i wanna tell him lots of things that i dotn like about
nicole says:
jz coz of his friends n u only??
hmm....
wendy says:
and i wanna tell him how hurt am i but i dont know how to tell..
nicole says:
jz tell le..
by using sms...
wendy says:
got other things..
nicole says:
but face to face is better
wendy says:
a lot of things la..
sms i also dont know how to start le..
u ask me how to tell face to face le??
when i wan so start talk to him always sure got something on wan..
nicole says:
jz tell him u got thing to tell..
hope he can listen well tis time...
from so long den bla blabla
wendy says:
i ko si dont know how to start ma..
somtime i sit down and think
i blame myself bout why ppl gf can stand her bf go out with his friends and leave his gf..
but i cant..
nicole says:
blame urself??
siao mer?
aiyo...
wendy says:
i blame myself lots of things..
i dont know how to do lor..
nicole says:
he totally din accompany u mer?
wendy says:
for me i think is he din accumpany me at all lo..
but i think he thinks that he accumpany a lot d lo..
he got come to my house..
just a while and wait for time to cum
nicole says:
den??
wendy says:
when its time he will go out d..and say that its time for him to go and *******
nicole says:
u cant expect he accompany everyday
wendy says:
everytime he come to my house not more than 30 minutes..
nicole says:
go ur house jo mi???
y dunwan go out le?
huh?
wendy says:
is that call accumpany?
nicole says:
kowubo??
no
wendy says:
i bo expect him to come and find me everyday
but then if he cum and find me at least he talk to me or what ma..
not just sit there or even sleep there
or when his friend called him he will straight say to me that his friend call him out d..
wanna go d..
nicole says:
kanneh...
wendy says:
then when i am angry he will say i alwaays angry just becos of small small things
nicole says:
y dunwan go out le???
wendy says:
what should i say bout that?
nicole says:
shit....
wendy says:
why dont wanna go out??cos he say he very sien d..
like just now i say lets go night market..
nicole says:
ignore him for a time 1st
wendy says:
u know what he say??
he say everytime go night market also the same wan la also buy eat only..
nothing wan..
dotn wanna go la..
some more say that chicken is waitting for him..
to go to keat opening ceremony..
nicole says:
aiyo..
wendy says:
then i say late a bit go can die meh?
nicole says:
den he din ask u to follow him mer?
wendy says:
he samore say cannot his chicken 11.30 wanna go home d..
then now who is more important
no at all..
nicole says:
kau sai..
den u din say u wan follow mer?
den even u go out he dunnoe also eh la is it??
u should go out...
he always can go out..
why u cant??
den he only will kin cheong...

hearts break***

tears drop~**